i'm leaving this blog.
relink me @ http://k-issromance.blogspot.com/
:D

all because of love :D

haven been blogging for so long :P
just finished watching autumn concerto episode 19 :D
damn sad & touching (:
next episode is the last one alreadyyyyy.):
i'm real bored yeah,anyways working later.
this week & next gonna be damn busyyyy.
valentines & cny! guess another valentines that i'm not gonna celebrate :\

alrights i need to go nowwwww.
i miss my babes :DDD

no one is perfect,in the beginning.

finally i've time to update this blog.
been working,working & working.
so tired,this week only work two days ._.
i'm so going to get a new phone.this phone is giving me loads of problems.
damn,one more week to cny ):
i've yet to buy finish my stuff leh!):
kay luh,update again :D

someone said:to hold on to something,you have to give up on another.

the heart is bleeding once again,

sometimes,we don't care,sometimes we do.
i know i shouldn't be thinking of you anymore,i know we ended years ago.
but.... i just can't help it.
the more i think about it,the more i want to know the answer.
why?why did you runaway from me,what made you do so?
why did you let go of me?what made you stop loving me?
did you ever loved me before?
many question are in my mind right now,i don't know what to say,i really don't.

爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见

to be grateful or ungrateful?

i'm happy b'cos i got 15points for L1R4,i'm sad b'cos itis the last time i would see you?
basically to all my friends,no matter what i will be here for you (:
don't wanna let go of you ):
damn i'm missing .... too much again ahhhhhhhh~
i will be going out soon :D
got all my choices already just dk if i should put them in the order now not :\
update tmr :P
爱你，有那么困难吗？
也许我真的放不下，也许那感觉还在，还有很多也许。
到了最后，我们还是像陌生人，擦肩而过。。。

still misses,

i'm so tired now ):
i shall do a very thorough update next week.
-promised-
too tired after this long week,next monday torture D:
i would be horrified on monday .
look out for my twitter update (:

another year is down,

there's alot of up & down this year,yet it's one of the most memorable year.(:
there you go my new year's resolutions & what i wanna tell my friends :D

New Year's Resolution 2010!
▪GCE 'O' to get 20points & below!(if can get 15 & below better ! :P)
▫save more money to get what i want with my own money (:
▪i wanna become i better person,better den now & before.=D
▫get into TP,SP or NP.
▪i hope SuJu stay united!(it's a must)
▫a nice year ahead!& maybe find something that's suitable for me ahead (:

until here first if not too many to type :P

(in no order)

Shanice AhMei:
15 years & still going on,we haven't been going out lately.must go out soon.
all i wanna tell you is do well for your upcoming GCE 'N' Level!& ily!

Jeannie Mama:
love love you!you also must do well for GCE 'N' level yeah!miss youuuuuuu~
& ily.

Rachel L.:
you another one must do well for school.& stay pretty always,ily.(:

Shirly Daughter & Jiahui Y.:
grow up~ & yeah,kpop insanity :D
there's too much to say to you.i just wanna let you know,you've my support! :D
&loves,loves,loves.

Afifah banana Daughter:
gone through so much with you,seen you grow up & yeah i won't continue saying the same old stuff but stay strong yeah?i will always be there (:
love you always.

4E3'09:
i miss you guys so much.2 more weeks & we will meet again.
i miss those times we spent together,good & bad ones.
i miss how we fight through for 'O'.
i miss loads of stuff that happen in our class.
love you guys,always.

Michelle W. & Chloe T.:
i miss the days we used to be together with Fel too.
hope that we can be like those times again :D
stay strong & happy!
i love you guys (:

Eileen L.:
tangmei~ been very long still i've seen you right?like 9 aug till now.
meet up soon yeah?i miss you much.
good luck for your GCE 'N' next year too.
go out shop for chinese new year stuff soon yeah! iloveyou.

Juliana P.:
you don't think too much luh birdnest!
must do your best for the upcoming year!
if there's anything that you need help can find me!
always here for you (:
much loves.

shall end here work later & JB tmr (:
i hope everything turns out right for geng.

i'm still holding on;

would be using this blogskin temporary,just bear with it.
i've a urge to tell you this:
▪i didn't speak to you,it doesn't mean i've forgotten you,it's just that i still can't let go of you.furthermore,i'm scared that you would push me away once more.▪

now back to what i want to tell my friends.(in no order & of cos i would type another post on 31st dec as usual!)

Beisi:
sometimes we don't talk much,it's not that i wanted too.
it's b'cos i realised that sometimes knowing too much it just isn't a good thing.however,i've been changing.thanks for all the tolerance.
one thing i want to tell you is that,i'm no longer the xinting you knew in the sense that i've grow up.(:

Meeta:
sweetie,sometimes we might fight with each other.but deep down i know all that is just not serious.even if we don't tell each other about what happened,we always know it just by out heart.however,there's one thing i gotta tell you,no matter what i will always be with you (:

Felicia.T:
went through alot with you.you see how i changed & grew up this two years.
might it be b'cos of what reasons but i can see that in somethings you're definitely more gullible than me.time to see things more clearly!:P

Tinghui:
how long have we known each other?i guess it's about 6years?
times flies,i know what you're thinking just by a small action of ours.
sometimes,be realistic especially for love.don't let go when you know it's right,that's what you all would always tell me.yeah,of cos you have my support.:D

Someone special:
i know you would'nt read this post but i still have to tell you something.how long have it been?we both know the answer.i might push you away when you helped me,it's not b'cos i hate you,it's b'cos i'm scared of getting hurt by you once more.in fact,i wanted to tell you thank you alot of times,i just couldn't say it face to face to you.deep down in my heart,i've yet to change.yet to change for my blurness,yes i'm more brave now but i still need the same amount of protection like ever.there's one last thing to tell you,never be scared of falling down,just stand up will do (: if i can do it,you surely can do it.


alrights,the others on 31st dec!:P
miss you guys~

no matter how noisy it is,when we met it's quiet.

a super short update (:
haven't been updating this blog ever since my comp broke down.D:
work is busy as usual but fun!
i make alot of friends haha!
loves loves to them !:D
somehow,i still miss you & have a urge to see you,no matter how short the timing would be.
argggh damn!
shall not talk abt him :X
i'm bored now cos i woke up too early to chiong show.den now waiting for time to pass before going to work.
alrights,miss me uh! :P
much loves.

i'm back :P

i woke up @ 12 today :X slept for a total of 12hours :P

141109,Saturday

watched My Girlfriend is An Agent with shirly & afifah daughters.

we didn't managed to get the 2012 tix.ohdamnit.

but this movie we caught quite nice & funny luh.

bloody hell the whole theater laugh like hell man.

you want know why cos in the end both the girlfriend & boyfriend are secret agents -.-

but also got touching & some kiss scene damn funny & nice.

don't wanna be a spoiler.

den went to fairprice for shirly to get her sushi ._.

she finished it like in less den 5 mins?

walked to white sands & bought food :P

den trained home (:

reached home ard 9.30pm.

den i continued to watch Tao Hua Xiao Mei till like 11?

& i slept till this morning 12 :P

131109,Friday

Friday the Thirteen.

in the morning went for job interview @ Tamp CPF building.

thanks afifah daughter for following me :D

after that we went to bedok to wait for shirly & nabilah for afifah.

they are both late ._______________."

den i had my lunched & went to mac.

i help shirly do her work and she treat me drinks.LOL.

super randomness luh.

Pictures : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=121300&id=708544643&ref=mf

121109,Thursday

went Vivo with Shanice Ahmei [:

went daiso & i spent 8bucks there.

had lunch-ed @ My Chicken Rice Shop.

the food there quite nice & not that expensive uh.

after eating window shop awhile & bus-ed back to chaichee.

ard 5 went to meet afifah.

went century square to collect her phone.

den bought her school shoes & bused home.

i finally updated it :P

so tired :X

kay i go watch drama now :X

3%,it's 3%

i love him ;

currently listening to 我爱他-丁当

it's a very nice song.& it's from Autumn's Concerto.

touching show indeed,i cried?

how long was the last time since i've cried just for you again?

anyway,i shall update more tmr!

i hope i could smile everyday,just like i did before.

Autumn's Concerto ;

我从来都那么乐观，因为，我傻得可以以为笑一笑，一切都会过去。

对，我很天真，或者是笨，笨到没有别人可以像我一样。

对他，有时候，还会很想念你，有时候，会恨不得把你忘了。

可是到了最后，我还是走过了这一切。

我明白，事实是残忍的，我更明白，时间不能倒带。

对她，不论是哪一个她，都不重要了。

因为我明白，是我的错，我没有反驳的力气了。

对，我累了，不论是肢体上的疲累还是心灵的疲惫，都累了。

我还能做什么呢？

我真的好累，好累。。。

blue tomorrow,

heyo,i'm back :D ( after a very very long sleep :X )

went to granddad's house,b'cos it's my maternal grandmother's 49th day after she got called home.

damn fun luh,so many ppl was there.

all my aunt & uncles.

not to be missed is that i learned how to cook good food ! :DDDD

i super long never chat with my cousin leh,ytd finally got chance (:

in the afternoon went to fairprice.

lols,my cousin buy 4d ask me got any numbers want buy not,but no number to buy leh.):

den went back we make fruit cocktail den ard 5 we started cooking for dinner.

super long duration used on cooking b'cos we need to cook one full 锅 of 'sharkfin' soup.

after that was slacking time :D

i went to watched hai pai tian xin,damn damn funny luh :P

达浪，达浪，达浪~

xiao zhu in that show damn funny + abit bai chi luh :P

me & my cousins watched until we laughed non-stop.stuck to the comp don't want eat dinner luh.

i left for home ard 8 b'cos mummy gonna work today!

shall wait till 28 dec to meet all my cousins again :D

i'm look forward to it.:DDDDD

for pictures go to : http://www.gunsmokegrey.blogspot.com/

shall end here first (:

somehow,somehow,it's hallow inside.

oh damn that crapo physics.
'm so so so tired!but...there's POA paper tmr :\
i guess i just need to hang on?
dang,49days this saturday :|
so damn fast.well,i better go & rest before intensive POA~
i'm waiting for the right one to arrive.

last second,

enjoy this new song of genie's ,and then try to understand the feeling behind this song.quite meaningful.

lyrics:
我关上了门 最后一次听你说我们

熟悉变陌生 把我往记忆里扔

我应该习惯你离去的眼神 才能让失去你变得更完整

窗外的街灯 还在努力掩饰著早晨

我的叹息成全了整夜的苦闷

我该努力习惯这样的气氛 才发现 失去了爱不用再等

我知道 我的一切你已不想要 继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来离去是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯 唤开了城市中的心门

我的等待成全了整夜的苦闷

RUN AWAY 在你的回忆里狂奔 才了解 失去了 爱不用再等

我知道 我的一切你已不想要 继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来爱你是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱 就算给我一秒也好

一秒可以给多少 我都想要

我知道 我的一切你已不想要 继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来爱你是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反覆炫耀 原来失去对彼此都不好

what we needed was a second chance,

i'm back from the busy week.
yeah,my maternal grandmother is gone,for ever.
well i still can remember her voice & her looks.
she's really a very nice grandmother,although she can't see us even when she's alive.
yet,i knew she cared for us.i still love & miss you,grandmother [:
well,what can i say now?i'm somehow tired after this long week.
gotta regain my study plan & stuff.
two weeks down,four weeks to go before 'O' level.
alrights,shall update my statue whenever i can.
XiNTinG♥
i'm satisfied everyday as long as i got to see you once,
i just hope that the day when i can't see you comes so soon,just one month left till everything gradually end.then,it will really be the end.
baby,i still love you.

what's the next song?

世界只有个你 ,谁也不能代替 ,如何把伤心权利 ,换成快乐的能力.
什么才是爱情 ,如何挥别过去, 若有人再说爱我 ,我看着镜子里的自己 .

sudden urged to blog.
kay i'm so-got-nothing-to-do now.
cos practically i'm waiting for mommy's call den i will go down to Simei.
hais ): i dk what to say,lost of words.
R.I.P my grandmother,love you always.
5weeks left to GCE 'O' Level exam.i've got to buck up.
pull up my socks!Xinting you can do it!yes you can!just one last lap left.
till here,with love.♥

i realised,

well,shall upload some overdue pictures.




G Force :D

pasta mania last saturday.

i seriously,killed calories this week.
i'm like so weak now that the wind could literally blew me away.
damn,i've got so many things to buy yet not enough cash.maybe,i should cut down & save first :\
let me count how many packets of maggie i had this week,
i think at least 6packs :X
school is gonna start tmr & i've yet to complete my A Maths hmwk.
left with 2 school papers to complete.
i think i'm not gonna laugh after i got back my prelim paper yeah?
i hope i'm not the top ten from bottom anymore.
thinking about that results make me wanna cry,oh damn it.
study session,anyone?
less 2 months before 'O' level now.
i shall start my mugging session soon :\
look out for my twitter updates :D
not gonna blog that much now.HIATUS?=P
alright,bbye :D

without you nothing's wrong?

wanted to blog on sunday but didn't.
i think i abit gong gong now liao.
listening to sad sad song out of a sudden.
den go look @ AhMei & her sister's blog,i look liao heart pain ._.
hais ):
i guess somethings are just meant to be a dream,something that couldn't be happening once again ):
anyways,i've got pictures to post but maybe not today bah.
shall end it here,bbye

could it be nothing's gonna change?

meow~
currently with meeta sweetieeeeeeee @ my house.
damn the SPA prelim today (especially physics) ! ):
HEYYYYYYYYY PEOPLE, I am the one and only meeta :DD so whats up????
Anyways, anybody got see YOU???
Okay basically I'm lame but I LOVE XINTING'S HOUSE MANNNNNN. ok bye :D
basically thank you:DDDDD i know that mannnnnn =P
sorry for being so lame,but anyone know how much did i screw the freaking SPA paper up? ._.
damn you man physics -.-
gonna rot tmr for POA paper D:
need to study soon so shall update later !
bbye ~ XD
(p.s YOU are you reading this ?????)<------ meeta did it ! :S
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WENLI YOU STONE!I ROCK :DDDDD
JIAYOU EVERYONE TAKING POA FOR PAPER TOMORROW!
we can do it,can't we?{:
GAMBATEEEEEEEEE (: