i'm still holding on;

would be using this blogskin temporary,just bear with it.
i've a urge to tell you this:
▪i didn't speak to you,it doesn't mean i've forgotten you,it's just that i still can't let go of you.furthermore,i'm scared that you would push me away once more.▪

now back to what i want to tell my friends.(in no order & of cos i would type another post on 31st dec as usual!)

Beisi:
sometimes we don't talk much,it's not that i wanted too.
it's b'cos i realised that sometimes knowing too much it just isn't a good thing.however,i've been changing.thanks for all the tolerance.
one thing i want to tell you is that,i'm no longer the xinting you knew in the sense that i've grow up.(:

Meeta:
sweetie,sometimes we might fight with each other.but deep down i know all that is just not serious.even if we don't tell each other about what happened,we always know it just by out heart.however,there's one thing i gotta tell you,no matter what i will always be with you (:

Felicia.T:
went through alot with you.you see how i changed & grew up this two years.
might it be b'cos of what reasons but i can see that in somethings you're definitely more gullible than me.time to see things more clearly!:P

Tinghui:
how long have we known each other?i guess it's about 6years?
times flies,i know what you're thinking just by a small action of ours.
sometimes,be realistic especially for love.don't let go when you know it's right,that's what you all would always tell me.yeah,of cos you have my support.:D

Someone special:
i know you would'nt read this post but i still have to tell you something.how long have it been?we both know the answer.i might push you away when you helped me,it's not b'cos i hate you,it's b'cos i'm scared of getting hurt by you once more.in fact,i wanted to tell you thank you alot of times,i just couldn't say it face to face to you.deep down in my heart,i've yet to change.yet to change for my blurness,yes i'm more brave now but i still need the same amount of protection like ever.there's one last thing to tell you,never be scared of falling down,just stand up will do (: if i can do it,you surely can do it.


alrights,the others on 31st dec!:P
miss you guys~