i wanna be a beautiful mistake,if i'm one.

i'm so damn bored & tired.
just dk why nothing can get into my brain now.
especially when i'm studying.
need some rest from studying ):
i wish that November doesn't come so soon :\
gonna plan my schedule for september soon!
update again once i got everything i need.(:
i miss you,

vulnerable;

i'm tired shall let the picture do the talking (:














i dk what's wrong with me ytd & today but i'm just lost in the middle of this puzzle.i got to carry everything on my shoulder.i even got to think about what fault did i have.i can't can't even find the key to my heart anymore.when you was here i could solve everything easily but now i got to solve this myself,single-handedly.i guess i'm just not used to it.i..really can't handle this anymore.no matter how i try to solve this,everything got messed up.whenever i stop the trouble for this,that problem came up.i really hope all this would be fine soon.i don't wanna everything to be gone again.just like you.tell me what could i do?

i'm falling apart ;

all that i used to have,they're all gone.

yeah!finally have the time to use my comp :D
been so busy either with test,hmwk or exam.
on english prelim paper down so many more to go ):
alright,i shall start updating from sunday ;D
Sunday (09/08/09)
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
went temple with Mummy♥ to pray.
alot of ppl ._. super squeezing lah.
the food was delicious [:
den bus-ed back to inter.went mac.
jinxian,melissa & another guy was there.
sit there with them for ard an hour.
den train-ed down to City Hall to find Eileen Tangmei♥.
i was punctual!:D
den walk-ed to marina square.damn lost our way ._.
went to Suntec instead of marina sq so had to turn back.:\
two sotongs :X
went to bought tickets for UP.it's freaking 10 dollars lah!our money flew away in a second ._.
walked ard before the movie as it's @ 5.30.
had an hour's time.went BK to eat.damn it man,just wasn't my day.
my phone went to a total one bar kinda thing.
& imagine i got to used it till ard 10 @ night?
went to get nacho for the show.
the show was nice but something happen before the movie started. :\
nice movie overall.den went back to suntec's cotton on to buy short.
after that went to the fountain to watch the fireworks.
it's pretty!gonna upload the video once i get it ;D
after that my phone went flat ard 8.30 after my mummy's call.
on the way to mrt i saw my class guys.
damn irritated by them,public nuisance :X
used tangmei's phone to call shazli.
met him @ kembagan's mrt platform.
went home together.
thanks shazli for sending me home& the heart shape torch! (:
reached home ard 10.i learnt something bring extra phone out -.-
slept ard 12midnight.
Monday(10/08/09)
woke up early for tuition.
met winnie @ bedok inter.
tuition started @ 12.
was super tired after that lah.
went tamp to get stuff & den met beisi laopo♥♥ ard 4.15.
sorry for be late eh ):
reached home ard 5plus.
had to do hist lah ):
damn tiring man.
Tuesady(11/08/09)
damn today!super unlucky kay!
sensitive nose make my day worst.
was sneezing all the way lah ._.
still need to stay in school to 'do' hist.
somemore for two hours man alone somemore.
damn fel qkl♥ lah :X
still pangseh me after that.had to go home alone.
was giddy enough luckily i didn't fainted on the way back :\
bath & stuff took medicine.
fall asleep ard 9plus.
too tired ._.
Wednesday(12/08/09)
shiok shiok day!woke up ard 8.30.
prepared everything & met beisi laopo♥♥ @ eastpoint @ 10.00.
i wa spunctual!wanna know why?
simple!i go there every weekend if my mother go.cos my grandfather house was there!LOLOLOL~
(out of topic:X)
had kfc breakfast,waffle with egg {:
den meet sweetie♥ was obviously late,somemore got cheated by the taxi driver.12 bucks for a trip from marine parade to simei.
after breakfast went to walk ard den went pop to change some stuff.
afterwards bus-ed to school.
reached school ard 12.
paper started ard 1.30.super nervous that i actually didn't knew what i was writing man!
after that paper i almost wanted to kill myself lah ._.
of cos,i didn't.
next paper was better lah.luckily had enough time to do finish.
after the paper ended went bedok inter to pack food.
in the end reach home aunt cook already.lols.
no choice ate what my aunt cook.my pack food left for mummy.
Thursday(13/08/09)
i tell you ah,my bad habit is back again :X
heng mummy not at home or else i'm dead.
i only pack my bag before i leave house.
anyway,after school had the english reading prog with mrs tan.
my articulation went harewire ._.
after that went to bedok mac with fel qkl♥,enhao,siying,jinxian.
had cheesecake ._. i regretting eating it now :\
broke after that.went home did hist until crazy.
tang xin feng bao was funny & nice :D
Friday(14/08/09)
i'm so tired now lols.
damn it my aunt is like nagging @ me lah.
shall upload the video & pic once i get it (:

Things So Singaporean

how do we end up this way?

I been tryna make you see everything,You need is right here with me

i realised you're still the one in my heart yeah after so long.but what about you?
how did you end up this way?i dk.it's all just unexplainable.
all i wanna say is that don't ever let your pride get in the way.we aren't like what we are in the past.what am i suppose to do,when you aren't with me no more?
please...don't turn and walk away.Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you.Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
我很想不再爱你，可是我能吗？你好像已尽属于我的生命中一样，非常重要的东西了。可是我猜不透你的心。。。
i'm crazy over you....

currently,tired :\
update tmr/sat.