can't bear to let go.

today super nice to sleep [:
was late for meeting Shirly,Afifah & Jiahui.
supposed to meet @ 12 but i was late for ard 10-15mins.
after that train-ed down to somerset.
First Stop:Orchard Cineleisure
had fish soup yee mee.
den we saw Muttons to Midnight & loads of 98.7 deejays.
after that went to take neoprints.
after that walk-ed ard.
bought new hp strap.
omgosh man alot of angmohs & you know the little nonya da sha?
we bought the hp strap from his store.Lololol.
Second Stop:The Heeren.
went there just for HMV.
alot of things leh.;D
den bus-ed to third stop.
Third Stop:Plaza Sing.
walk-ed ard den bought ice cream from Anderson!
den dk where go,
suddenly both Jiahui & Shirly remember they had to go pop.
so train-ed to fourth stop.
Fourth Stop:Tampines Mall.
went pop & we saw loads of ppl.
den went arcade.
play-ed the bball game.
den went foodcourt.
shirly had bento i 'shared' with her.
afifah left ard 6.07.
den after eating went to walk ard.
by then,shirly ard sub-conscious .
walk-ed ard til 7plus.
den took 69 back to bedok & bus-ed 229 home
got a grp of siao guys behind me.
keep shout shout.
sot sot deh.
reach home ard 8plus.
& pictures.













this is damn cute luh.XD









you shall guess which one is mine.[:
whooo~this post took me an hour XD
bbyes [:

first time get cheated is b'cos of pure innocence,
第一次，被骗是因为单纯。
second time is b'cos i'm stupid,
第二次，被骗是因为苯。
if there's a third time,then i'm an idiot.
如果，第三次在被骗就是白痴。

absent from my future.

Thursday
super tired day.
afternoon prog had Social Studies.
den Mr Lim give us lollipop.;D
den had guides.
quite fun luh.
i super slack.Lololol.
suppose to have course work.but teacher didn't come.
so drills all the way.
i command until out of tune again.x.x
got a very funny 'joke' between the girl guides & Ncc.
some of the other Ug ppl also know.
super funny lorh.we all laugh until stomache.
ended at 6pm.
den went dinner @ 123 with Shirly,YJiaHui & Enhao
had fish & chip.
den walk-ed ard.
ard 8 den took bus home.[:
Friday
just in time to put bag go parade.
stupid lorh,talk so much deh.
den went chem lab.
we waited for ard 10mins den know teacher nvr come.
so go back class.den jamie sister came over to sit with me ;D
two periods of slacking.den had A Maths.
after one period of A Maths,Mr Loo blur diao say class stand when still got one more period.
after recess had E Maths den went assembly.
got one angmoh guy came luh.[:
after that is dm talk.
got one slide very funny :X
i laugh until crazy like that.
den had chinese prog.
do letter writting.
the teacher make me walk up walk down.
cos i pass up she say cannot.
den i go 'extend' abit longer.
she waste my time lorh.
in the end 1.36 den left school.
chiong to 123 eat yong tau foo with Shirly,yJiaHui & Enhao.
the yong tau foo super nice.
(pics below)
after that went back school slack as we waited for Jiahui & Shirly.
at ard 5plus Jiahui released.
den we waited for Shazli.
waited for damn damn long.
they de brief longer den ncc & girl guides lorh.
7plus den relased.
reached home at 7.30 [:
/pics ;D

very clean horh?all cleared by en hao.

blue coral.(:

passionfruit!but abit too sweet.

the whole table full of food.:D
/bbye ;D

Lonely Ferriswheel

i shall have a proper update yeah.
Today was super weird.
i saw loads of weird ppl along the way home ._.
early in the morning,shirly & afifah both at mac already.
den i bus-ed there with Shanice AhMei ;D
by the time i reach there 7plus already.
so left AhMei there.
we took 222 to school.Lol.
reach ard 7.25 :x
so early got rantings from wadwani again.
after that had mid-term reflection.Lololol.
need draw comic stripe we(lynnette,brenda,me & kokweng) draw until damn funny luh.
we drew stickman XD
super duper funny those kind.
den at the end we only manage to draw for one value only.
PE had basketball,play until tired.
today tan kim moi nvr come ;D
shall skip to after school ;D
after school stayed back with yJiahui & shirly.;D
reach home,San Shu & family at home liaos.
Lol,super shock.hahas.
now i'm in love with this song by Fahrenheit,Lonely Ferriswheel.;D
alright,boom!i'm gone [:
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歌名：孤单摩天轮
Title: Lonely Ferris Wheel
歌手：飞轮海
Artist: Fahrenheit
专辑：越来越爱
Album: Loving More & More
翻译：可爱到十一点
Translator: Lovelyable



- VERSE 1 -
Yalun: xuan zhuan mu ma pin ming ben pao
亚纶：旋转木马拼命奔跑
Aaron: The carousel horse sprints with all its might

mei yi bu huan yi zhen re nao
每一步换一阵热闹
Every step exchanges a burst of excitement

yun xiao fei che feng kuang zhuan wan
云宵飞车疯狂转弯
The cloud-drawn carriage recklessly twists and turns

ting yi sheng chan dou de jian jiao
听一声颤抖的尖叫
Listen for the sound of a trembling screech


- BRIDGE -
Yiru: wo zhi shi mo tian lun, jing jing deng zhe shei lai dao
奕儒：我只是摩天轮 静静等着谁来到
Calvin: I am only a Ferris wheel, quietly waiting for someone to arrive

dang ta jiang lin huai zhong, wo de xin kai shi gu dan di tiao
当她降临怀中 我的心开始孤单地跳
When she falls into my embrace, my lonely heart begins to pound


- CHORUS -
Dadong: zai yi quan, zai fei yi quan jiu hao
大东：再一圈 再飞一圈就好
Jiro: Once more around, just once more (around) is enough

ta wu zhu yan shen, hai mei you yi kao
她无助眼神 还没有依靠
Her helpless look has no support

wo duo xiang, shen chu shuang shou gei ta
我多想 伸出双手给她
How I wish to reach out my hands to her

yi ge jin jin yong bao, dan wo zuo bu dao
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到
In a tight embrace, but I just can't

Yalun: zai yi quan, zai pei pei ta jiu hao
亚纶：再一圈 再陪陪她就好
Aaron: Once more around, just to be by her side is enough

rang wo ke yi yang qi ta chen zhong de zui jiao
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
Let me lift the heavy corners of her mouth

bu pa ta de yan lei, rang wo de xin sheng xiu
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
Unafraid of her tears, let my frame rust

you le chang da yang hou, shei hui zhi dao
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道
After the amusement park closes, who will know?

- VERSE 2 -
Zun: pai dui de ren zong na me duo
尊：排队的人总那么多
Zun: The people in line are always so many

kuai le de ren que zhe me shao
快乐的人却这么少
But those with joy are so few

qi guai shi wo zhi xiang dai ta
奇怪是我只想带她
The weird thing is I just want to take her

yi qi qu tian kong zhong xun bao
一起去天空中寻宝
To the heavens in search of treasure together

- BRIDGE -
Dadong: wo, ru guo fei de gao, ye xu ta hui xiao yi xiao
大东：我 如果飞得高 也许她会笑一笑
Jiro: If I fly high enough, maybe she will smile a little

ke wo, pin le ming xiang shang, jie guo que man man de wang xia diao
可我 拼了命向上 结果却慢慢地往下掉
But although I aim upwards with all my might, in the end I fall slowly down again

--CHORUS--
Yalun (si): zai yi quan, zai fei yi quan jiu hao
亚纶（四）：再一圈 再飞一圈就好
Aaron (everyone): Once more around, just once more (around) is enough

ta wu zhu yan shen, hai mei you yi kao
她无助眼神 还没有依靠
Her helpless look still has no support

wo duo xiang, shen chu shuang shou gei ta
我多想 伸出双手给她
How I wish to reach out my hands to her

yi ge jin jin yong bao, dan wo zuo bu dao
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到
In a tight embrace, but I just can't

Dadong (si): zai yi quan, zai pei pei ta jiu hao
大东（四）：再一圈 再陪陪他就好
Jiro (everyone): Once more around, to stay by her side is enough

rang wo ke yi yang qi ta chen zhong de zui jiao
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
Let me lift the heavy corners of her mouth

bu pa ta de yan lei, rang wo de xin sheng xiu
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
Unafraid of her tears, let my frame rust

you le chang da yang hou, shei hui zhi dao
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道
After the amusement park closes, who will know?


- CHORUS -
Yalun: zai yi quan, zai fei yi quan jiu hao
亚纶：再一圈 再飞一圈就好
Aaron: Once more around, just once more (around) is enough

ta ji mo shou xin, zai deng shei da rao
她寂寞手心 在等谁打扰
Her lonely hands and heart, who does she wait for to disturb them?

Dadong: wo ning yuan, jiao huan suo you gei ta
大东：我宁愿 交换所有给她
Jiro: I would choose to sacrifice my everything to give her

yi ge jin jin yong bao, na pa jiu yi miao
一个紧紧拥抱 哪怕就一秒
In one tight embrace, if only for one second

Si: zai yi quan, zai pei pei ta jiu hao
四：再一圈 再陪陪他就好
Everyone: Once more around, to stay with her a while longer is enough

rang wo ke yi ji de ta tou fa de wei dao
让我可以记得她 头发的味道
Let me remember the scent of her hair

jiu suan wo zou bu dao, ta de tian ya hai jiao
就算我走不到 她的天涯海角
Even if I can't reach the ends of her world

zhe shun jian yi zu gou, tian huang di lao
这瞬间已足够 天荒地老
This moment is already enough, timeless as the heavens

trapped ,

going grand-aunt's house soon.
ytd super tired out.
i promise to post later,but it all depends if i'm allowed to on comp not.
loads of pictures to upload.
&恭喜发财，万事如意!

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today quite alot ppl come my hse.hehe.
daddy super funny luh,keep make fun of small children.
i now den know my grand father 91 yrs old already.
so old right?but he quite strong eh.
i haven do finish hmwk :x
LOL.psps,go first ;D

Happy Chinese Niu Year ;D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL!
hehehe,may everyone be happy happy ;D
i'm going to grandfather/grandnanny's house soon.
so yeah,bbye.[:

if i say there's no if in loving you.

shall let the pictures do the talking ;D






woke up at 8plus.
10.30 met Shirly Daughter♥
den had breakfast @ McCafe.
we ate for half an hour plus.LOL.
den went Pop to get things.
Bought:Two Black Pen,One Marker,One Eraser & Finally A Green File!
den camwore at Cs ;D
took lots of pictures luhs.
den went ard hunting for Star Ring.
in the end went back to Minibits to buy.
10plus luh.heartache but quite nice.
shopping spree seh we two ;D
den got on 69 bus-ed to bedok inter.
den took 229 home [:
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second round!LOL.
i chiong until crazy.
cos daddy already at home.
den bath all that went out again.
& pictures!

strawberry from daddy♥ ;D

hahas!the parrot(?) kissing [maybe mating :x]

the cat super cute [:

the rabbits!

the apples with words!(:

this plant is super old.LOL

& it cost $428.omgosh mans.

dinner @ toa payoh hawker.i had this thai horfun.
& rojak.the rojak is super nice.

nice right?hahas.

this is like raining effect.LOL.
there are more pictures.so i might upload at somewhere else.
kkay.shall update later.now going Ntuc {:

Lonesome Sprint

這裡的景色叫做曾經愛過
曾存在你的擁抱和溫柔
The scenery here is called "once loved", once existed your caress and gentleness
撕開票根獨自重遊
票價是想念你的痛
tearing the ticket stub, wandering alone. the price is the anguish of missing you, you said be friends but we are not friends

你說做朋友並不是朋友
我們比路人還陌生的多
we are more unfamiliar w/ each other than strangers
感情的廢墟重建以後
after rebuilding the ruins of my emotions,
誰會偶爾回來走走
who will come visit occassionally?

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
I stand at the road of memories, walking into the loneliness of my left chest
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
naked/conspicuous disappointment, transparent pain, I can't say I am tired is because I am too fragile
我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
I follow fate's arrow/direction, helplessly, inexorably moving on to the next person's warmth

愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走wo
I haven't loved you enough, yet you want me to let go, in TIME's secret garden, you never left...wo.... oh nonono...

oh nononono..

我說的愛你說的太自由
I say I love you too freely
自由到彷彿我只是說說
so freely, it's like I am just saying it (w/o meaning it)
未來的風景我沒愛過
I never loved the future scenery
我只想念你的所有
I only miss ur everything.

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
I stand at the road of memories, walking into the loneliness of my left chest
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
naked/conspicuous disappointment, transparent pain, I can't say I am tired is because I am too fragile
我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
I follow fate's arrow/direction, helplessly, inexorably moving on to the next person's warmth

愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走
I haven't loved you enough, yet you want me to let go, in TIME's secret garden, you never left

我的愛你想你都以極速向回憶暴衝
他們能看見的是虛偽的從容
No matter how I love and miss you, it's all became only memories, all they can see is a fake calm

我站在回憶的入口
走進我左胸口暴走的寂寞
I stand at the road of memories, walking into the loneliness of my left chest
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
naked/conspicuous disappointment, transparent pain, I can't say I am tired is because I am too fragile

我沿著命運的箭頭
無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
I follow fate's arrow/direction, helplessly, inexorably moving on to the next person's warmth
愛你還沒愛夠你卻要我放手
誰都在時間的秘密花園中　你從沒走
wo
oh nononono~huh oh
I haven't loved you enough, yet you want me to let go, in TIME's secret garden, you never left...wo.... oh nonono...wo...

寂寞暴走;Lonesome Sprint

stay here alright?

haven been updating for like a week.
wanted to update long ago but packed with either test,study or hmwk.
shall make some things that happened the past few day.
Tuesday
grats shanice AhMei for finding a cpl!;D
hahas,quite tired.
Thursday
it's a super long day.
& i'm like super tired off & gonna fall asleep in class :x
after school got guides.
plan for the welcome party all that.
den had a break for quite long.
& finally footdrills!;D
super no nvr footdrill,i suddenly forgot how to command.x.x
the funny part is,i command until out of tune.._."
damn paiseh luh.
6plus went home with amman.
reach home super tired.LOL.
Friday
today quite fun day luh.
hahas,recess went to see the mascot thing for lower sec.
damn funny luh,got a few mascot super funny one.
is damn funny luh.my class one quite weird.LOL.
den when recess ending i suddenly rmb need take down the CCA banner thing.
so jeannette followed me to untie.
campcraft fail for the third lvl left hand side one.
entangled!become need snap it off.
after that i brought it back to class den ask felicia follow me throw into guides room.
i anyhow throw into the room through the window there.
so suay dm saw,lucky i ran off :x
den had card-making session.
not enough time so do two only.
after that discuss abit abt the class tee thingy.
in the end,late for the concert.
4e3 the last class to arrived in the hall.
we totally forgotten abt the concert.LOL.
the concert not bad eh.hahas.
you know what the school give us in the hongbao(red packet)?
a piece of orange paper.i thought money.LOL.
my friend they say wahlao why give paper.LOL.
i replied saying economic bad mah.
after that met shirly at her class & yjiahui to eat at mac.
you know what did shirly said?
she said this : the 'lion dance'(4e1's mascot) butt very nice.
LOL.and you know who she is talking abt.i shall not mention the name.LOL.
actually she thought the 'butt' is the person head.LOL.
she damn paiseh luh,cos me & yjiahui keep say abt it.
& we argue-d with her luh.
at ard 2 bus-ed home.
shazli was totally gay. LOL
anyway,bird nest chinese new year must give me bird nest horh!
shall stop here.hehe.
bbye.

right here,right now.

hehe,finally finished watching Pi Li MIT♥.
damn damn nice.hahas,& my guessing is right.shall not be a spoiler.;D
wait for teevee version come out again den watch XD
damn damn sweet luh,hehe.
007 & TMX♥,super duper sweet ;D
shall blog abt ytd.
Wednesday
super duper long day.
school ended like ard 3plus.
i gotta rush to change all that.
den cca fair start already.
quite fun eh,hahas.
but i shout until damn tired.
i was like over there play play.LOLOL.
but quite a list of ppl interested to join ;D
we like snatching ppl like that,especially with np,sjab & wushu.
badminton ppl go ard tell ppl don't join their cca.
den shazli went ard saying quit np,sjab,ncc,girl guides join band.xD
me & fel simply snatch ppl from band seh,den say band not good.
say that band very tired,cannot concentrate.hahas.
cca fair ended at ard 5plus.
had a short briefing den dismissed.
went to walk ard school for awhile.
den waited for amman & shazli at the canteen.
wanted to go home but ended up eating cup noodles.
den en hao joined us too.
ard 6 went to take bus home.
den ard 8 i started to continue watching Pi Li MIT again.
i watch until cry and forgot the time.LOL.
Today
morning woke up at ard 6.15.
school was kinda short but still oh kay luh.
got two AE Maths at one go.hope don't fail ._.
assembly,the mdm tay talk until i tio chua.
cos she suddenly talk very loud,cos she too agitated already.
after assembly went for chinese afternoon programme.
i very guai oh kays,do finish the whole paper den go home.
you know why i do so fast?cos i use some tactic :x
den followed cheryl,winnie & brenda go general office.
cheryl took her nric.
den walk to take bus.
reach home watch Pi Li MIT.
i watch finish & now finally blogging.
duper nice,hope got Pi Li MIT 2.
007 & TMX ♥ so so so sweet luh,only i can be like that.
pictures ;D

Shir-leeee daughter & me.

we are the weirdos.LOL.

shirleee so cute!

♥

meeta & me ♥
i love the first picture luh!;D

The scenery here is called "once loved"

Heyo,intended to blog ytd but forgot & lazy :x
shall start with today ;D
the stupid bus took super duper long to come luh,make me nearly late ._.
that one nvrmind,but the air-con super strong.
gonna freeze like that.
almost completing my table decorations.
first few periods were kinda bored.
recess shirly passed me dango.
after that had history,two periods of absorbing stuffs.
den had chem,finally abit of fun.(?)
i was plainly doing correction all the way.
i go green!:D
lunch walk ard & finally abit of relaxing hahas.
shall upload the pics taken during lunch.
den had MT.
do correction also.
but damn fun luh!
cheryl make me laugh like some kind of idiot but fun!
she got one joke,what animal got no hands & no leg?
the answer super duper lame but damn funny luh.
laugh alot during MT.XD
den had A Maths afternoon programme.
completed Linear Law.
the only chap that i can score very well ;D
den had house meeting.
so boring one.
ran away,den went to LJS with amman & meeta.
after that home sweet home.
pictures ;D

the new NEWATER ambassador : DANGOCHAN!

somemore got wings eh!
LOLOLOL,& that's shirly presenting dango!;D
alrights,need to go & do hmwk ._.
bbye.

A Brand New Start,Brand New Chapter

finally done with this blog :D
you still can read my previous post in my old blog.
not gonna delete it.
i shall update from thursday.
Thursday
had guides,quite fun [:
prepared for CCA fair,tied the banner with {♥} mich,jing,chloe & xiuxuan.
den some of the guides wrapped the things,some make the macaroni thingy.
den jing & mich drew the poster.it's nice.:D
went GO to photocopied,and miss noris help us photocopy eh [:
den went ard to paste the poster.
i paste all the way until the front gate there XD
den took photos and had a short briefing and dismissed.
thinking day is one month away ._.
there will be parents walking ard during CCA fair seh.
nvrminds,i shall be prepared.;D
&& FELICIA TAN LI TING COME BACK SCHOOL LUH!
CCA FAIR NEED YOU~LOL.
Friday
early in the morning i messed up my bedroom just to find one stupid sec3 cham file x.x
i give up too pissed off to find leh.
after school waited in school for so long,
yuan is super cute luh~
she took something and start hitting & scolding the A Maths Textbook.
so cute luh~
den after that went tm.
ate the japanese bento at the foodcourt ♥
after that went to walk ard & i bought a pair of star earstuds ♥
den went popular to get the CME thingy & a pen.
i owe shirly 7bucks :x
den went CS to get shirly's earpiece.
bought some food & went back to school.
i finished all my hmwk ;D
super super duper happy.
den ard six bus-ed home.
shazli you being funny eh,blue-d ppl.XD
Saturday
watched ep10 of Pi Li MIT.
so nice,sad that 007 is gonna go overseas.
omgosh luh see guigui cry makes me wanna cry too.
i want ep11~
afternoon went out with banana daughter ♥
collected me kimono,like so finally.
den went giant bought cheesecake & sushi.
after that went back to inter.
walk ard,ate sushi.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUN.
shall upload picture yeah.


took this at dhoby ghaut exchange with rachel girlf since first day of school.

poohpoohpooh!

me & daughter :D

pooh lalala~

me & daughter XD

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me