Even if it's the end of the world.

2010-02-14T12:06:00.002+08:00

i'm leaving this blog.
relink me @ http://k-issromance.blogspot.com/
:D

all because of love :D

2010-02-08T13:13:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for so long :P
just finished watching autumn concerto episode 19 :D
damn sad & touching (:
next episode is the last one alreadyyyyy.):
i'm real bored yeah,anyways working later.
this week & next gonna be damn busyyyy.
valentines & cny! guess another valentines that i'm not gonna celebrate :\

alrights i need to go nowwwww.
i miss my babes :DDD

no one is perfect,in the beginning.

2010-02-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

finally i've time to update this blog.
been working,working & working.
so tired,this week only work two days ._.
i'm so going to get a new phone.this phone is giving me loads of problems.
damn,one more week to cny ):
i've yet to buy finish my stuff leh!):
kay luh,update again :D

someone said:to hold on to something,you have to give up on another.

the heart is bleeding once again,

2010-01-14T09:33:00.005+08:00

sometimes,we don't care,sometimes we do.
i know i shouldn't be thinking of you anymore,i know we ended years ago.
but.... i just can't help it.
the more i think about it,the more i want to know the answer.
why?why did you runaway from me,what made you do so?
why did you let go of me?what made you stop loving me?
did you ever loved me before?
many question are in my mind right now,i don't know what to say,i really don't.

爱我的话要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远你走太远你的回答
听不见

to be grateful or ungrateful?

2010-01-12T11:12:00.002+08:00

i'm happy b'cos i got 15points for L1R4,i'm sad b'cos itis the last time i would see you?
basically to all my friends,no matter what i will be here for you (:
don't wanna let go of you ):
damn i'm missing .... too much again ahhhhhhhh~
i will be going out soon :D
got all my choices already just dk if i should put them in the order now not :\
update tmr :P
爱你，有那么困难吗？
也许我真的放不下，也许那感觉还在，还有很多也许。
到了最后，我们还是像陌生人，擦肩而过。。。

still misses,

2010-01-09T21:23:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired now ):
i shall do a very thorough update next week.
-promised-
too tired after this long week,next monday torture D:
i would be horrified on monday .
look out for my twitter update (:

another year is down,

2009-12-31T11:40:00.002+08:00

there's alot of up & down this year,yet it's one of the most memorable year.(:
there you go my new year's resolutions & what i wanna tell my friends :D

New Year's Resolution 2010!
▪GCE 'O' to get 20points & below!(if can get 15 & below better ! :P)
▫save more money to get what i want with my own money (:
▪i wanna become i better person,better den now & before.=D
▫get into TP,SP or NP.
▪i hope SuJu stay united!(it's a must)
▫a nice year ahead!& maybe find something that's suitable for me ahead (:

until here first if not too many to type :P

(in no order)

Shanice AhMei:
15 years & still going on,we haven't been going out lately.must go out soon.
all i wanna tell you is do well for your upcoming GCE 'N' Level!& ily!

Jeannie Mama:
love love you!you also must do well for GCE 'N' level yeah!miss youuuuuuu~
& ily.

Rachel L.:
you another one must do well for school.& stay pretty always,ily.(:

Shirly Daughter & Jiahui Y.:
grow up~ & yeah,kpop insanity :D
there's too much to say to you.i just wanna let you know,you've my support! :D
&loves,loves,loves.

Afifah banana Daughter:
gone through so much with you,seen you grow up & yeah i won't continue saying the same old stuff but stay strong yeah?i will always be there (:
love you always.

4E3'09:
i miss you guys so much.2 more weeks & we will meet again.
i miss those times we spent together,good & bad ones.
i miss how we fight through for 'O'.
i miss loads of stuff that happen in our class.
love you guys,always.

Michelle W. & Chloe T.:
i miss the days we used to be together with Fel too.
hope that we can be like those times again :D
stay strong & happy!
i love you guys (:

Eileen L.:
tangmei~ been very long still i've seen you right?like 9 aug till now.
meet up soon yeah?i miss you much.
good luck for your GCE 'N' next year too.
go out shop for chinese new year stuff soon yeah! iloveyou.

Juliana P.:
you don't think too much luh birdnest!
must do your best for the upcoming year!
if there's anything that you need help can find me!
always here for you (:
much loves.

shall end here work later & JB tmr (:
i hope everything turns out right for geng.

i'm still holding on;

2009-12-18T17:22:00.003+08:00

would be using this blogskin temporary,just bear with it.
i've a urge to tell you this:
▪i didn't speak to you,it doesn't mean i've forgotten you,it's just that i still can't let go of you.furthermore,i'm scared that you would push me away once more.▪

now back to what i want to tell my friends.(in no order & of cos i would type another post on 31st dec as usual!)

Beisi:
sometimes we don't talk much,it's not that i wanted too.
it's b'cos i realised that sometimes knowing too much it just isn't a good thing.however,i've been changing.thanks for all the tolerance.
one thing i want to tell you is that,i'm no longer the xinting you knew in the sense that i've grow up.(:

Meeta:
sweetie,sometimes we might fight with each other.but deep down i know all that is just not serious.even if we don't tell each other about what happened,we always know it just by out heart.however,there's one thing i gotta tell you,no matter what i will always be with you (:

Felicia.T:
went through alot with you.you see how i changed & grew up this two years.
might it be b'cos of what reasons but i can see that in somethings you're definitely more gullible than me.time to see things more clearly!:P

Tinghui:
how long have we known each other?i guess it's about 6years?
times flies,i know what you're thinking just by a small action of ours.
sometimes,be realistic especially for love.don't let go when you know it's right,that's what you all would always tell me.yeah,of cos you have my support.:D

Someone special:
i know you would'nt read this post but i still have to tell you something.how long have it been?we both know the answer.i might push you away when you helped me,it's not b'cos i hate you,it's b'cos i'm scared of getting hurt by you once more.in fact,i wanted to tell you thank you alot of times,i just couldn't say it face to face to you.deep down in my heart,i've yet to change.yet to change for my blurness,yes i'm more brave now but i still need the same amount of protection like ever.there's one last thing to tell you,never be scared of falling down,just stand up will do (: if i can do it,you surely can do it.

alrights,the others on 31st dec!:P
miss you guys~

no matter how noisy it is,when we met it's quiet.

2009-12-17T11:49:00.002+08:00

a super short update (:
haven't been updating this blog ever since my comp broke down.D:
work is busy as usual but fun!
i make alot of friends haha!
loves loves to them !:D
somehow,i still miss you & have a urge to see you,no matter how short the timing would be.
argggh damn!
shall not talk abt him :X
i'm bored now cos i woke up too early to chiong show.den now waiting for time to pass before going to work.
alrights,miss me uh! :P
much loves.

2009-11-15T12:31:00.003+08:00

i'm back :P

i woke up @ 12 today :X slept for a total of 12hours :P

141109,Saturday

watched My Girlfriend is An Agent with shirly & afifah daughters.

we didn't managed to get the 2012 tix.ohdamnit.

but this movie we caught quite nice & funny luh.

bloody hell the whole theater laugh like hell man.

you want know why cos in the end both the girlfriend & boyfriend are secret agents -.-

but also got touching & some kiss scene damn funny & nice.

don't wanna be a spoiler.

den went to fairprice for shirly to get her sushi ._.

she finished it like in less den 5 mins?

walked to white sands & bought food :P

den trained home (:

reached home ard 9.30pm.

den i continued to watch Tao Hua Xiao Mei till like 11?

& i slept till this morning 12 :P

131109,Friday

Friday the Thirteen.

in the morning went for job interview @ Tamp CPF building.

thanks afifah daughter for following me :D

after that we went to bedok to wait for shirly & nabilah for afifah.

they are both late ._______________."

den i had my lunched & went to mac.

i help shirly do her work and she treat me drinks.LOL.

super randomness luh.

Pictures : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=121300&id=708544643&ref=mf

121109,Thursday

went Vivo with Shanice Ahmei [:

went daiso & i spent 8bucks there.

had lunch-ed @ My Chicken Rice Shop.

the food there quite nice & not that expensive uh.

after eating window shop awhile & bus-ed back to chaichee.

ard 5 went to meet afifah.

went century square to collect her phone.

den bought her school shoes & bused home.

i finally updated it :P

so tired :X

kay i go watch drama now :X

3%,it's 3%

i love him ;

2009-11-11T22:09:00.001+08:00

currently listening to 我爱他-丁当

it's a very nice song.& it's from Autumn's Concerto.

touching show indeed,i cried?

how long was the last time since i've cried just for you again?

anyway,i shall update more tmr!

i hope i could smile everyday,just like i did before.

Autumn's Concerto ;

2009-11-10T17:14:00.005+08:00

我从来都那么乐观，因为，我傻得可以以为笑一笑，一切都会过去。
对，我很天真，或者是笨，笨到没有别人可以像我一样。
对他，有时候，还会很想念你，有时候，会恨不得把你忘了。
可是到了最后，我还是走过了这一切。
我明白，事实是残忍的，我更明白，时间不能倒带。
对她，不论是哪一个她，都不重要了。
因为我明白，是我的错，我没有反驳的力气了。
对，我累了，不论是肢体上的疲累还是心灵的疲惫，都累了。
我还能做什么呢？
我真的好累，好累。。。

blue tomorrow,

2009-11-08T10:42:00.002+08:00

heyo,i'm back :D ( after a very very long sleep :X )

went to granddad's house,b'cos it's my maternal grandmother's 49th day after she got called home.

damn fun luh,so many ppl was there.

all my aunt & uncles.

not to be missed is that i learned how to cook good food ! :DDDD

i super long never chat with my cousin leh,ytd finally got chance (:

in the afternoon went to fairprice.

lols,my cousin buy 4d ask me got any numbers want buy not,but no number to buy leh.):

den went back we make fruit cocktail den ard 5 we started cooking for dinner.

super long duration used on cooking b'cos we need to cook one full 锅 of 'sharkfin' soup.

after that was slacking time :D

i went to watched hai pai tian xin,damn damn funny luh :P

达浪，达浪，达浪~

xiao zhu in that show damn funny + abit bai chi luh :P

me & my cousins watched until we laughed non-stop.stuck to the comp don't want eat dinner luh.

i left for home ard 8 b'cos mummy gonna work today!

shall wait till 28 dec to meet all my cousins again :D

i'm look forward to it.:DDDDD

for pictures go to : http://www.gunsmokegrey.blogspot.com/

shall end here first (:

somehow,somehow,it's hallow inside.

2009-11-04T11:55:00.002+08:00

oh damn that crapo physics.
'm so so so tired!but...there's POA paper tmr :\
i guess i just need to hang on?
dang,49days this saturday :|
so damn fast.well,i better go & rest before intensive POA~
i'm waiting for the right one to arrive.

last second,

2009-10-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

enjoy this new song of genie's ,and then try to understand the feeling behind this song.quite meaningful.

lyrics:
我关上了门最后一次听你说我们

熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔

我应该习惯你离去的眼神才能让失去你变得更完整

窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰著早晨

我的叹息成全了整夜的苦闷

我该努力习惯这样的气氛才发现失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬原来离去是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门

我的等待成全了整夜的苦闷

RUN AWAY 在你的回忆里狂奔才了解失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬原来爱你是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱就算给我一秒也好

一秒可以给多少我都想要

我知道我的一切你已不想要继续在乎只会让你想逃

我不相信这全是种煎熬原来爱你是那麼难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待换不到你拥抱

只好让回忆短暂的炫耀原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反覆炫耀原来失去对彼此都不好

what we needed was a second chance,

2009-09-25T19:19:00.003+08:00

i'm back from the busy week.
yeah,my maternal grandmother is gone,for ever.
well i still can remember her voice & her looks.
she's really a very nice grandmother,although she can't see us even when she's alive.
yet,i knew she cared for us.i still love & miss you,grandmother [:
well,what can i say now?i'm somehow tired after this long week.
gotta regain my study plan & stuff.
two weeks down,four weeks to go before 'O' level.
alrights,shall update my statue whenever i can.
XiNTinG♥
i'm satisfied everyday as long as i got to see you once,
i just hope that the day when i can't see you comes so soon,just one month left till everything gradually end.then,it will really be the end.
baby,i still love you.

what's the next song?

2009-09-20T09:53:00.003+08:00

世界只有个你 ,谁也不能代替 ,如何把伤心权利 ,换成快乐的能力.
什么才是爱情 ,如何挥别过去, 若有人再说爱我 ,我看着镜子里的自己 .

sudden urged to blog.
kay i'm so-got-nothing-to-do now.
cos practically i'm waiting for mommy's call den i will go down to Simei.
hais ): i dk what to say,lost of words.
R.I.P my grandmother,love you always.
5weeks left to GCE 'O' Level exam.i've got to buck up.
pull up my socks!Xinting you can do it!yes you can!just one last lap left.
till here,with love.♥

i realised,

2009-09-13T10:12:00.002+08:00

well,shall upload some overdue pictures.

G Force :D

pasta mania last saturday.

i seriously,killed calories this week.
i'm like so weak now that the wind could literally blew me away.
damn,i've got so many things to buy yet not enough cash.maybe,i should cut down & save first :\
let me count how many packets of maggie i had this week,
i think at least 6packs :X
school is gonna start tmr & i've yet to complete my A Maths hmwk.
left with 2 school papers to complete.
i think i'm not gonna laugh after i got back my prelim paper yeah?
i hope i'm not the top ten from bottom anymore.
thinking about that results make me wanna cry,oh damn it.
study session,anyone?
less 2 months before 'O' level now.
i shall start my mugging session soon :\
look out for my twitter updates :D
not gonna blog that much now.HIATUS?=P
alright,bbye :D

without you nothing's wrong?

2009-09-05T10:11:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog on sunday but didn't.
i think i abit gong gong now liao.
listening to sad sad song out of a sudden.
den go look @ AhMei & her sister's blog,i look liao heart pain ._.
hais ):
i guess somethings are just meant to be a dream,something that couldn't be happening once again ):
anyways,i've got pictures to post but maybe not today bah.
shall end it here,bbye

could it be nothing's gonna change?

2009-09-03T13:52:00.005+08:00

meow~
currently with meeta sweetieeeeeeee @ my house.
damn the SPA prelim today (especially physics) ! ):
HEYYYYYYYYY PEOPLE, I am the one and only meeta :DD so whats up????
Anyways, anybody got see YOU???
Okay basically I'm lame but I LOVE XINTING'S HOUSE MANNNNNN. ok bye :D
basically thank you:DDDDD i know that mannnnnn =P
sorry for being so lame,but anyone know how much did i screw the freaking SPA paper up? ._.
damn you man physics -.-
gonna rot tmr for POA paper D:
need to study soon so shall update later !
bbye ~ XD
(p.s YOU are you reading this ?????)<------ meeta did it ! :S
/edit
WENLI YOU STONE!I ROCK :DDDDD
JIAYOU EVERYONE TAKING POA FOR PAPER TOMORROW!
we can do it,can't we?{:
GAMBATEEEEEEEEE (:

it's confusing you know ;

2009-09-01T13:44:00.005+08:00

sharing this song with you ;
愛一直存在 - 梁文音

作詞：馬嵩惟、陳孟奇
作曲：陳孟奇

那天我揚起帆　
想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說說不出來　
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍　

卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百　
是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

站在你的門外　

我決心不再徘徊
心裡很多話想說說不出來　
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快
想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百　
我應該怎麼猜

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

愛一直存在

heyo!i'm back :D
shall update with pictures & video of my nephew & nieces :B
i'm still thinking of the performance ytd for teachers' day.
most of us was so damn high lah!
especially when the 'Wonderboys' came out.
everyone got so excited lah.
ahli says she will dance when graduation come!await for the performance kay ! :B
&& 4E3 gave Mr Ang (Papa) a orange plastic board with all our wishing & gratefulness.
school ended ard 12++ took 69 to winnie's house for science tuition.
she & her mother very cute lah! :D
had chicken ham cheese baked rice for lunch :X
den had tuition till 3++ stayed at her house to find song until ard 4.30+ den walked to 800+ follow her buy stuff & bus-ed home :D
so tired off ._.
Sunday
went to the Convenant EFC's 31st anniversary @ Suntec City.
two hours of winter for me & ling lols.
it's kinda you know,hehe.
but Hagen Tan's part was nice :DD
had lunch buffet @ Singapore Flyer's Love the world soul cafe,bistro & bar.
super chio & cool lah that place =D
den went bugis bought inez's pressie & ling bought her dress.
trained to tamp i bought my top @ Uniqlo =P
den went mac find afifah daughter & joel.
went there for awhile,& den bus-ed to cousin's house.
reach 85 there ard 6+?
i can only say those five small child are as energized as ever.
i guess they have some never ending battery changer in them eh.lols.
& nevertheless,Happy Birthday Xinhui! :DDDD

i shall go & study/revise soon eh?

(P/S: view the video carefully & you will see one little cute girl snatching my phone away)
& the pictures :D
enjoy!:D

i wanna be a beautiful mistake,if i'm one.

2009-08-29T14:20:00.002+08:00

i'm so damn bored & tired.
just dk why nothing can get into my brain now.
especially when i'm studying.
need some rest from studying ):
i wish that November doesn't come so soon :\
gonna plan my schedule for september soon!
update again once i got everything i need.(:
i miss you,

vulnerable;

2009-08-16T12:51:00.004+08:00

i'm tired shall let the picture do the talking (:

i dk what's wrong with me ytd & today but i'm just lost in the middle of this puzzle.i got to carry everything on my shoulder.i even got to think about what fault did i have.i can't can't even find the key to my heart anymore.when you was here i could solve everything easily but now i got to solve this myself,single-handedly.i guess i'm just not used to it.i..really can't handle this anymore.no matter how i try to solve this,everything got messed up.whenever i stop the trouble for this,that problem came up.i really hope all this would be fine soon.i don't wanna everything to be gone again.just like you.tell me what could i do?

i'm falling apart ;

2009-08-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

all that i used to have,they're all gone.

yeah!finally have the time to use my comp :D
been so busy either with test,hmwk or exam.
on english prelim paper down so many more to go ):
alright,i shall start updating from sunday ;D
Sunday (09/08/09)
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
went temple with Mummy♥ to pray.
alot of ppl ._. super squeezing lah.
the food was delicious [:
den bus-ed back to inter.went mac.
jinxian,melissa & another guy was there.
sit there with them for ard an hour.
den train-ed down to City Hall to find Eileen Tangmei♥.
i was punctual!:D
den walk-ed to marina square.damn lost our way ._.
went to Suntec instead of marina sq so had to turn back.:\
two sotongs :X
went to bought tickets for UP.it's freaking 10 dollars lah!our money flew away in a second ._.
walked ard before the movie as it's @ 5.30.
had an hour's time.went BK to eat.damn it man,just wasn't my day.
my phone went to a total one bar kinda thing.
& imagine i got to used it till ard 10 @ night?
went to get nacho for the show.
the show was nice but something happen before the movie started. :\
nice movie overall.den went back to suntec's cotton on to buy short.
after that went to the fountain to watch the fireworks.
it's pretty!gonna upload the video once i get it ;D
after that my phone went flat ard 8.30 after my mummy's call.
on the way to mrt i saw my class guys.
damn irritated by them,public nuisance :X
used tangmei's phone to call shazli.
met him @ kembagan's mrt platform.
went home together.
thanks shazli for sending me home& the heart shape torch! (:
reached home ard 10.i learnt something bring extra phone out -.-
slept ard 12midnight.
Monday(10/08/09)
woke up early for tuition.
met winnie @ bedok inter.
tuition started @ 12.
was super tired after that lah.
went tamp to get stuff & den met beisi laopo♥♥ ard 4.15.
sorry for be late eh ):
reached home ard 5plus.
had to do hist lah ):
damn tiring man.
Tuesady(11/08/09)
damn today!super unlucky kay!
sensitive nose make my day worst.
was sneezing all the way lah ._.
still need to stay in school to 'do' hist.
somemore for two hours man alone somemore.
damn fel qkl♥ lah :X
still pangseh me after that.had to go home alone.
was giddy enough luckily i didn't fainted on the way back :\
bath & stuff took medicine.
fall asleep ard 9plus.
too tired ._.
Wednesday(12/08/09)
shiok shiok day!woke up ard 8.30.
prepared everything & met beisi laopo♥♥ @ eastpoint @ 10.00.
i wa spunctual!wanna know why?
simple!i go there every weekend if my mother go.cos my grandfather house was there!LOLOLOL~
(out of topic:X)
had kfc breakfast,waffle with egg {:
den meet sweetie♥ was obviously late,somemore got cheated by the taxi driver.12 bucks for a trip from marine parade to simei.
after breakfast went to walk ard den went pop to change some stuff.
afterwards bus-ed to school.
reached school ard 12.
paper started ard 1.30.super nervous that i actually didn't knew what i was writing man!
after that paper i almost wanted to kill myself lah ._.
of cos,i didn't.
next paper was better lah.luckily had enough time to do finish.
after the paper ended went bedok inter to pack food.
in the end reach home aunt cook already.lols.
no choice ate what my aunt cook.my pack food left for mummy.
Thursday(13/08/09)
i tell you ah,my bad habit is back again :X
heng mummy not at home or else i'm dead.
i only pack my bag before i leave house.
anyway,after school had the english reading prog with mrs tan.
my articulation went harewire ._.
after that went to bedok mac with fel qkl♥,enhao,siying,jinxian.
had cheesecake ._. i regretting eating it now :\
broke after that.went home did hist until crazy.
tang xin feng bao was funny & nice :D
Friday(14/08/09)
i'm so tired now lols.
damn it my aunt is like nagging @ me lah.
shall upload the video & pic once i get it (:

Things So Singaporean

2009-08-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

how do we end up this way?

2009-08-06T20:29:00.002+08:00

I been tryna make you see everything,You need is right here with me

i realised you're still the one in my heart yeah after so long.but what about you?
how did you end up this way?i dk.it's all just unexplainable.
all i wanna say is that don't ever let your pride get in the way.we aren't like what we are in the past.what am i suppose to do,when you aren't with me no more?
please...don't turn and walk away.Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you.Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
我很想不再爱你，可是我能吗？你好像已尽属于我的生命中一样，非常重要的东西了。可是我猜不透你的心。。。
i'm crazy over you....

currently,tired :\
update tmr/sat.

there's only me left with all the bruises.

2009-07-29T19:36:00.003+08:00

i miss you,but i guess you doesn't?
i don't wanna let go of this stupid thinking but i just couldn't,could i?

heyo! i'm happy cos i finally got an A2 for my chemistry CT kay!
first time ;D overjoy yeah!
but,i flunk my physics test damn it man!
school was tiring yet fun to be when my group of friends are there (:
i fail A Maths test by 2 marks ._.
oh yeah,finally class tee is coming ! :D
man,i'm broke lah,daddy's birthday is like next tuesday?
i don't know what to get for him,any ideas?
alrights,shall end here {:
i still love you?

sweet & sour {:

2009-07-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

tomorrow would be a better day .

heyo! just finish connecting my bloody internet.
connection got prob ._.
went out ard 12 took bus to school bus-stop met afifah daughter there :D
bus-ed to tamp.saw y.jiahui on the bus =D
went pop to get my stuff i spent all the money mommy gave me there ._.
den went century sq aries & lunch-ed @ mac.
after that bus-ed to bedok inter.went mac to study.
ard 4.30 left and went to library as we were lifeless.
walk ard inter.bought mommy's stuff & afifah got her chocolates.
5pm we decided to go bedok library to study again.
as we both have three test tmr ._. damn it.
eh,the air-con is so shiok lah.
& we didn't really study we cam-wored :X
ard 6.10 we left the library saw peepo.
& home sweet home.
short & sweet post ;D i'm so tired now damn it.
photo taking tmr ._. why must it be on a monday!?
i hate it to be on monday man,monday blues
right,i shall end my randomness here.bye!

you're the most suitable ;

2009-07-25T15:10:00.003+08:00

the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

heyo!i'm finally back again :D
very tired after one whole week of long hours of lesson.
finally changed my blogskin.
i've been busy with planning my revision plan.
& finally completed .___.
i need to study everything on physics for the coming class test on monday.
i can't afford to fail!
& of cos A.Maths test on partial fraction,polynomial & Modulus function.
more test to come i guess.
english oral on 20 Aug,prelim paper on 12 Aug.
no much time left already ):
hahas,while searching for stuff ytd night i found out that my father was in Npcc too :O
my family 80-90% ug members ;D lololols~
alright shall go revise & do hmwk now! :D
i still love you;

the love you wanted ,

2009-07-17T19:33:00.002+08:00

meow ! back from tamp ;D
took back A Maths CT today suppose to be happy but in the end not.
kay lah can say the mark i score is what others want but my teacher say still not good enough cos the paper is very easy.
forget it i shall just do well for the upcoming prelim to prove her wrong.
so i need to buck up ;D
after A Maths extra lesson went to Tamp 1 with Esther♥ & Inez [:
den met with eileen,yeeching,daphne @ the food court.
we saw cao guo hui & den yc totally went crazy lols.
had lunch den went to look for yc's birthday present den left ard 3 to go to tamp polyclinic.
went for x-ray screening,damn long ._.
tmr going see result.
after screening went back cs to find they all.
den walk ard left @ 4.50 like that.
reach home @ 5.30.
that's all for today {:
bbye~ ♥♥♥

just you,

2009-07-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

boo boo boo!
i'm gonna insane liao lah ._.
recently,it's either my gastric prob come back or my backbone & knee cap.
old illness ._.
i don't feel like going to school tmr however,i have to go .
guess i'm gonna breakdown one of these days soon.
so hmwk to finish,i wonder when will i ever have a break.
yeah,i need a rest!

i realised i'm missing you once more.just once again.
i've been seeing you in my mind throughout the day.
where all those memories are back,where you are back like then.
you seem so near yet you are actually so far.
i know it's over but i'm just.... thinking of it again.
it's all right,better days would be here.
i wanna overcome this fear,i wanna just be a friend,that's all.
maybe we can't be like then but i just wanna be a friend of yours,nothing much.
hope that you would realised that i have never broke the promise of ours.
i miss you.

Norago,

2009-07-11T17:51:00.003+08:00

i have been neglecting this blog for simply one reason.
study ! ._.
wtf lah prelim is like in a month time?
i shall update one day for all the pictures & stuff [ if i remember =P]
i'm like currently obsessed with Super Junior ~
i wanna tell all my friends to strive for prelims & 'O' levels!
i can't afford to fail already ._.
Ganbate! we sure can make it deh :D
update soon ;D

just little bit court in the middle ,

2009-06-24T10:49:00.002+08:00

woooo~ just wake up from one nice sleep ;D
where shall i start updating from?sunday?
Sunday
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ;D
went out @ 11.30?
took bus to tamp to meet winnie [:
when to shop :X
MNG sale damn nice lah a bought a short ;D
den went to cotton on to help AhMei buy her shirt & my shades.
next,is Tampines 1.
bought a tanktop from Topshop.
& i'm broke.had some food :P
after which went fro tuition.& home sweet home .
Monday & Tuesday
-Day1[Monday]
Woke up @ 6am den prepare & reach school @ 7.55am.
had temperature taking.
den at ard 10.30 we had the Situation test game thing for the juniors.
my station is the Pull It Up,together with fel qkl,yongding,sayfong.
can say quite fun & tiring lah.
my right hand was painful after the whole game cos i was timing the time for each group.
den had lunch.was oh kay.
after lunch was slacking time for us lah.
ard 2plus went home to bath & get my stuff.
mich came my house & i had a hard time finding my sleeping bag .
at last my dad found it for me :D!
had cup noodle & went out of house @ 5.30+?
met chloe on the bus & den alighted @ fel's bus stop.
which we also met shimin.
bus-ed back to school.
didn't took dinner.cos was full XP
watch The grudge at night.wasn't scary for me cos i simply don't understand the story line?._.
den had the Night Walk AKA Confidence Walk.
pretended as ghost with beatrice.
starting was quite fun lah.but slowly very tiring & we are sweating like hell already.
at the last few pair we went inside the 2N1 classroom.
it's damn messy after our flipping of table & stuff.
some of them really got scared lah.
the night walk started like ard11pm and ended only ard 2am lorh.
slept at 3am.but didn't really slept.
fel slept like a dead log lorh.
den @6am on tuesday got woke up by student councilor's camp -.-
nvrmind cab home with chloe reach home ard7am.
-Day2[Tuesday]
met chloe at fairprice den took bus to inter's mac to find fel & mich.
had cappucino & hashbrown.
den went back school ard9.15?
they were having breakfast when we reached so basically slacking time again.
we had free time since morning till 11plus when we waited for amazing race to start.
me & mich took grp3 aka the ABCDEFGHI grp :D
the amazing race started @12.30.
bus to bedok & trained to White Sands.
went to the checkpoint & got no one ._.
the grp went in searching & the station master appeared ._.
guess what they went to buy drinks lols.
den we had to search for an item with the barcode given.easy peasy :X
finish the checkpoint supposed to go Parkway but had lunch first.
saw other groups o.o
after lunched trained to eunos & took 15.
met jingxi on the bus :D
went to borders.
the air-con damn nice ;D
the grp got scolded by the borders staff cos they had to chase after jingwen & mimi.lols.
after that went up to giant to find yuan,raymond & steward.
completed the station & we bus-ed to airport.
damn nice ride.we finally had a rest which really helped alot :D
reached airport & we ran all the way to the checkpoint.
had to name 8 items that we can't bring onto the plane.
we had 7 den last one forgot so two guys ran up to departure hall @ T1 to see.
by the time they came down we got the answer already.
so we left.we ran for the skytrain den for the MRT.
reached simei & we heard we were the last group for simei's station.lols.
had to find the cheapest item in challenger which was $0.90 & the grp said $9.90.XD
anyway by that time we really thought we were the last few grp.
however,when we reached Bedok Stadium,our last station.
the station master told us that we were the first grp to reach :O
so we quickly finish the station and we really were the first lah ;D
so we walked back to school.ah finally can stop running.
but we still ran from the red swastika's school gate to front gate and walk in.lols.
was damn tired by then lah.& our leg really no energy already lols.
rested damn long.had dinner & bus-ed home ;D
bath,eat ,teevee,sleep =P

i'm finally done with the updates.sorry for the long post.
bbyes [:

without you ,

2009-06-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

here , not .

2009-06-17T11:43:00.004+08:00

haven been updating for so long cos i'm preoccupied by studies.
finally my holidays start from today man!
left less den two weeks of holidays & so many hmwk to do ._.
how i hope school holidays really does extend :X
there's so much things i wanna do,but there's just so little time for me.
anyone got any ideas for father's day?
i wanna go out lah !!! ._.

pictures of you coming back to my mind,just what's wrong with me?
i know that the truth is that you just aren't there anymore.
but somehow the truth doesn't hurt me that much anymore.
i'm pinning at hopes on us anymore.
but somehow those pictures of us keep passing by my mind.
somehow i remember those words of yours.
somehow i still remember and miss those times.
somehow i ... still wonders if ever those thoughtfulness of yours will be ard me again.

你在房間像幻燈片
你在我眼裡蔓延
你在手機你在筆電無法隔絕

你在深夜像黑咖啡
你在我心裡面陪我失眠
可是卻不在我(的)身邊

origin ,

2009-06-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JEANNIE MAMA♥♥♥!(100609)
&&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY kohYILING♥♥♥!(110609)
tired :\
yesterday(110609)
went for A Maths lesson @ ard 9plus10.
got early released so me,yuan & inez went for lunch @ yoshinoya ;D
had platter set for 5.95 only [:
damn fun to eat with them lah.
& inez bowl was filled by VEGETABLES!hehe .
den went to fairprice for yuan's sushi.
after that went to mini toons for candies ;D
cop candies from inez.
thanks & sorry inez ;D
aftermath went to pop to listen to songs.yuan went crazy cos of 'Stand By Me'
den bus-ed home with inez.
home sweet home ard3plus :D
today(120609)
came home from A Maths lesson.as usual i'm super shag now.
i wanna go out lah!~
EILEEN TANGMEI WHERE YOU?!?!?!?!
alrights blog later ?

when i remember you ,

2009-06-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

ahhhh ._.
i'm so tired after one week of study :\
haven been updating for the pass one week plus?
i'm so tired after one whole long day today ):
omgosh,today school got ' cockroach war ' lah
cos after they spray some insecticides,all the cockroach came out.it's EVERYWHERE lah!
tmd scare me to hell lorh.@ general office there still got one flying ard deh!
jiu ming man,luckily that time was leaving school for home ard or else i'm gonna scream alot :X
anyways,i shall update tmr (:
2 more days ;D

incomplete ,

2009-05-30T12:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
went out with winnie ;D
we trained to bugis,bought a new black sling bag for tuition usage.
had lunch at Bugis Junction Basement.
after that we went to Tamp 200+ & 800+ to find tuition,but found none x.x
had dinner @ Kfc :X
was a tired & fun day {:
Thursday
took back report book,total horror to me.
my L1R4 is 26? L1B5 is like 35 or something?
i really need a tuition.seriously.
had a lecture from Mdm Tay.which makes most of us in a real bad mood lah.
reach home ard 5?
Tuesday
had guides farewell party.
hahas,all i wanna say is that thanks for all the pressie , cakes , cele & everything you all did for us.
the buffet food got loads of leftover lah.
so we pack give the guys eat lols.
anyway,love loads to all my beloved juniors [:
------------------------------------------------------
damn tired man,i'm like sick ?
xi guan liao eat too much ice-cream :X
alrights update again ;D
anyone got any tuition to intro?
每个人都有不同的故事，
也许会有相似，
但是跟会有分叉，
无助是每个人都会遇到的，
那么我们因该互相帮助吧！

i'm totally in a lost ;

2009-05-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

wtf lah! after today's mdm tay lecture we totally no mood liao lah.
now what sia,my father want me recall is which teacher say Mid year Not important.
how i remember siol.he want dua me isit?
damn bad mood now lah.
anyone still remember which teacher say deh mah?
jiu ming ahhhhh!~
update maybe tmr bah.

how i hope our chemistry & love is still there ;

2009-05-25T18:15:00.004+08:00

Saturday
went bugis with Shanice AhMei♥
bought high waist skirt & short ;D
had thick toast & honey peach tea @ C.Nai HK Cafe.
bus-ed to ECP.
met MaMa♥ & Georgina.
played DDR,leg damn pain ._.
went home ard6.30
Ivy Jiejie & her bf @ my hse ♥ ( her bf look damn alike Korkor lah! )
watch teevee,boys over flower until 11plus.
&& sweet dreams.
Sunday
stayed @ home all day round.the weather is bloody humid luh!
do chinese hmwk.
computer & song ;D

Today
i sweat damn alot today luh!idiotic weather.
still sweating now.
had MT lesson the whole day round, it seems to make us sleepy & fall asleep.
lunch had ice-cream ;D
ended school @3.45 x.x
went inter to meet Shanice AhMei♥ & yuen ♥ & their friend.
bought adapter & went back hse here deh ntuc.
bought kinder joy & follow AhMei pack food & home sweet home.
so damn tire,i wanna go watch teevee now ;D
i can't wait for tmr!
i wanna buy that long shirt ._.

with you , that's happiness xP

2009-05-22T18:38:00.002+08:00

T.T i fail bloody english by 3marks -bang the wall-
seriously,i saw the result i was damn shock lah!
overall percentage pass!heng ah!
this year's IPP exercise is damn fun!
we did better lah & we tear down even faster den last year record.XD
4E3 is unique in a way ;D
i'm really tired off by all the work staking up especially Chinese.
hope all this really does help.
Thursday
had a real long day.
den had Guides,we practically did nothing!
we just chat our through the session.
finally going step-down next tuesday ;D
had our 'bonding session' with shimin,yuan,fel,huanyin,beatrice,rennie,amanda.
we chat like for very very long.
some parts are funny but some are really sad lah.
dismissed the guides ard 6.30?
& we continue chatting hahas.
wanted to left for home but it rain when we just lock the door.
so went to canteen to chat.
left me shimin,fel,rennie & yuan joined us later.
chatted until 7plus den left for home.
reach home ard 8?
hehes,i finally got back my precious phone :D
i slept ard 11?cos of E.Maths work & Chinese Practice Paper.
anyways,gotta go ;D
jiayou,gambate!

i don't understand,

2009-05-20T20:04:00.002+08:00

i fail my history ): 19/50 but my SS pull me to pass Comb. Humanities ;D
i fail 2.4km run ._. expected one .:X
fail English MYE T.T

that's an short overview.i really dk how update.
i'm currently like stressed up by Chinese ._.
after today's run my chest is still pain until now.
i wonder what is happening,but when i'm doing the Chinese Practice paper in the afternoon,it's really pain lah.
-pray hard nothing would happen.-
hahas,brenda is trick this morning by esther ;D
esther pass brenda her early birthday pressie.
den is wrap with many layer so look very big but is actually quite small.
i really laugh until my stomach damn pain when she opening the pressie lah.
in the afternoon brenda told me this : if i on the ambulance,i would save my last breath before fainting to tell the paramedics to send me to KKH.
you know why?cos KKH breakfast can choose den very nice to stay there -.-
next whole week is MT Intensive Prog,i think i'm gonna die of it.seriously,i meant it.
i wanna rest,hahas.

爱我别走，如果你说你不爱我，不要真的听你说出口，在给我一点温柔。
我的男主角，到底在何处？为何还不出现呢？
在这一生，我最想要的就是你的爱。

the reason why ,

2009-05-18T17:36:00.003+08:00

i know you still can't bear to leave,
cos you didn't ever turned back when you're leaving.

just finished watching Knock Knock Loving you Ep8.
it's getting nicer & nicer.
anyway,had the career guidance day in school just now.
it's actually quite fun & i really did know more abt the courses & route i'm choosing now.i clearer view.[:
i was almost late in the morning lah.den me alif,chicken was @ the back of class line,in the end got scolded by mdm sharifah ._.
sit @ parade sq for dk how long cos of npcc day & mdm tay all that talking.
me & amman was talking alot throughout the time there.XD
den went back class for temp. taking & went to hall.
had talks & presentation from different poly & institute.
the session was damn long & the bloody hall damn humid lah!~ #*&!$@%#$^#
i sit there unil my butt damn pain :X
after recess went for the talks of the chioces i chosed.
first was photography.quite bored off but got inez & beisi laopo ♥♥ so quite oh kay lah XD
den went for accountancy.quite fast finish , & the air-con damn cold.i almost got frozen :X
had lunch so went to the hall & got the brochures & leaflet of those poly.hehes.
after lunch had talk on how to manage interview.
wasn't really listening :X
after that had the GCE 'O' Level Mid-year MTL briefing.
gosh,13 day left ._.
ended @ 3.05
& home sweet home.
i want oreo strawberry ice-cream @ nihon mura!
Ahmei & MaMa remember tmr's date ah!~
-fly fly fly away-

with you , it's real perfection .

2009-05-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

watch me fly , catch my heart.

haven't been updating since thurs.
gosh,this blog is like almost dead?
real tired after going out ytd.
yesterday
went out with tinghui ling♥ to pop @ central .
alot of ppl lah ._.
bought alot of stuffs damn heavy x.x
spend ard 40plus bucks?
broke now.
den saw felicia qkl♥ with her sister.
not long after went to queue up.
the bloody queue is damn long lah!
queue with fel qkl too.
we spend like almost 2hrs queuing up just to pay.
imagine how much earthlings are there too.
i pity the primary school students now.
their parents bought like a basket full of assessment books for them to do?
damn scary,luckily i now in secondary school hehes XD
after paying walked to bugis junction.went cold storage buy drink & food :D
den trained back home.
@ night chat outside hse with shanice Ahmei,Rach & Jeannie{ ♥ ♥ ♥ }!
den watch boys over flower~
i wanna watch the next ep please,faster!XD
i shall stop here.
14days to GCE 'O' Level MT Paper.):

love game ,

2009-05-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

haven't been updating since next sat?lols.
Sunday
Happy Belated MaMa Day! ;D
♥♥♥ grandnanny,gugu & mummy [:
cooked spaghetti for breakfast.i use up whole bottle of pasta sauce :X
den afternoon went to grandfather hse @ simei.
very little ppl went.i was damn sian lah.
luckily got ppl msg with me awhile.
thank you thank you ah!♥
i left for home ard 5plus,cos too bored liao!
den watch teevee & stuff.hehes.
Monday
i apparently stayed at home.
only went out to slack awhile.hahas.
Tuesday
had A Maths extra lesson,i reached damn early.
finished class @11 cos of the Teacher Promotion day thingy.
den went to meet meeta sweetie.
had eighteen chef.hahas.
den went to tamp.
walk ard went home @ 3plus.
Wednesday
gosh,got back some of the papers.
wouldn't believe what i saw.

MT:60%
E.Maths:64.1% (!)
Social Studies:31/50.

didn't have after noon prog.
so went to eat KFC with esther ♥
den walk ard,after that bus-ed home.
Today
early morning rain.damn it man.
when i get to class i already wet from head to toe -.-
no choice have to walk ard bare footed.
took back some of the papers.

English P2:25/50
Physics:17/85 x.x
POA:52/100

hais,stupid physics.
kays bah update tmr or something?
too tired & still haven do hmwk :X
bbye,i go makan XD
remember tag & feed my tagboad!♥♥♥♥

infinity :B

2009-05-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

yeahness!~
MYE is finally over!
last MYE i'm gonna have in mine life,also the best.
now updates~
Yesterday
after school went home bath & stuff den went out.
lunched @ nihon mura with ling ;D
eat until damn full.
den ard3plus went tamp inter.
den bus-ed to safra.
i go in the orchid bowling there i chuatio.
alot bg peepos man!
xiao wo yi da tiao! ._.
den went to inez,eileen lau & yeeching.
lucky lorh i reach there table our turn liaos.
the table damn big.
played four rounds.
first round i nvr even shoot in one ball.
second & third round i hit until black ball went in ! D:
fourth round me & inez finally won XD
den ard5plus bus-ed to tamp1.
bought stuff & bus-ed back bedok.
den came back home area meet shanice AhMei.
went to pay her bills,all $1notes ._.
after that had roti prata :x
after that home sweet home.
Today
went tamp1 again ._.
went with Shanice AhMei.
bought mothers' day stuff.
den had the b1 Xiao Ba Wang meesua & crispy chicken.
went there deh void deck slack awhile dne bus-ed back bedok.
took 229 for one round & reach home ard6.30plus.
kays,i want go chat chat liaos~ ;D
reply me leh you!@^%@#^@#

zero gravity ,

2009-05-06T18:54:00.004+08:00

画面不动了情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因让时间停了
在伤心的镜头被停格
电梯不动了爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单飘浮着
无重力腾空慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛飘荡的心
却摔得更重
我爱你你爱我是不是还不够
我不懂为什么付出的全落空
无重力爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你你爱我算不算是承诺
全世界都沉默没声音的嘶吼
无重力爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
画面不动了情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因让时间停了
在伤心的镜头被停格
电梯不动了爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单飘浮着
无重力腾空慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛飘荡在半空的心
越挣扎却摔得更重
我爱你你爱我是不是还不够
我不懂为什么付出的全落空
无重力爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你你爱我算不算是承诺
全世界都沉默没声音的嘶吼
无重力爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
I love you
我爱你你爱我是不是还不够
我不懂为什么付出的全落空
无重力爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你你爱我算不算是承诺
全世界都沉默没声音的嘶吼
无重力爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后

today paper 8marks fly away liaos :x
after paper went breakfast/lunch with beisi laopo & esther honey baobei♥♥♥
dine @ pizza hut.
damn funny while they chatting i drink finish my soup liaos.
den in the end eat pizza i last one finish.
we chat alot of stuff wahahahas.
hehe,got secrets lols~
den went TS look look at VCDs & DVDs.
ard 1plus they left den i go library.
need scan ez-link ._.
den sit down wait for ling come.
ling came ard 1.30+?
den bus-ed to tamp.
bought stuffs den post present.
thanks for the strawberry red tea ling!♥
den bus-ed back inter & home sweet home.
kay lahs i hungry leh.go makan :D
den go study ;D
bbyes~[:

those whispers ,

2009-05-05T19:24:00.004+08:00

our love will always exist,what we got is still something something.
oh,this feeling is too good to miss.
boy,you know we are true so stop crying.
today physics paper Two,guess what happen the moment i flip open.
first question i dk how do ah!
lololols~
in the morning Inez said something like this:when exam finish 一切完美,when take back result('cos alot underline) 屁股心花朵朵开.
lols~ understand?inside joke ;D
i'm like in a lost for both paper today ._.
cos very tired den can't concentrate much x.x
i enjoy chatting with shanice AhMei,jinxian & tian ( for awhile nia ._.) for now lololols~
jinxian mu tou ren really very cute lah~ ;]
kkays,i better go off.very very tired.
tmr still got E Maths Paper Two :D
tag tag tag & feed feed my tagboad :D

当你离开的时候，我多么不像相信我的距离是那么遥远的。

/edit
wahahas,oh yeah Happy Birthday Winnie & Huanyin!
&& EILEEN TANGMEI GO OUT~

different perspects of live.

2009-05-04T17:19:00.004+08:00

flunk history ._.
not enough time do ._.
second SEQ only write one para den time's up x.x
maths paper one not that bad lah.
tmr having physics paper two & POA paper two.
gonna revise & study later on again.
but now i need a break.
休息是为了，走更遥远的路。

为什么，我感到好渺，好脆弱。
顿时内，感觉到我好孤单。
过去的一切到底去那了？
为什么都早不回了呢？
是什么事情和人会让人笑得那么开心呢？
我不知道，真的不知道了。
我好累，好累。

be with you,

2009-05-03T13:43:00.003+08:00

Wilber's new song feat. Akon!damn nice ;D
wahaha,i know what to cook for Mother's Day already.
but the prob is i need to cook for so many ppl to eat ._.
like i dk & i lost count of how many peeps?
somemore need go granddad's house.
hehes,there you go with the mv ;D

be there,just be there.

2009-05-02T12:51:00.000+08:00

感谢我不可以，拥抱你的背影。所以才能，变成你的背影。
-random-
shall update later ;D

我的爱已熔化在空气里 ;

2009-05-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

meow~hehes.
went out just now to study abit :X
went to tamp 1.
bought a polo tee from Uni Qlo ;D
den went tmall,bought tanktop from pepper plus.
den went to buy guide books ;D
shanice AhMei gone crazy spend 40bucks in mango -.-
den trained down to whitesands for sakae -.-
den trained back bedok mac study.
damn noisy & hot ._.
until ard 4 jeannie MaMa came {:
at mac study , chat & slack.
until ard6 yuen came to meet.
den walk ard & slack.
ard7 bus-ed home ;D
now very tired ._.
enjoy the video/song :D
/more pics & details on Shanice AhMei's blog.

deepest wound craved by your closed ones.

2009-04-30T19:23:00.003+08:00

study,study,study!
5 paper down so many more to go!
S.S is gone case ._. didn't complete my SBQ & SEQ
Chem is somehow bad ._.
10m fly away.
POA Paper One is the best paper for the day luh! ;D
only balance sheet can't balance :X
morning first paper delayed cos of temperature taking.
mr tiang came in.
he damn funny lorh.
took winnie's chem den say "i test you all ah."
den we nod our heads.
he say " exothermic & endothermic reaction on what page ?"
den the grp of us was like "cher!"
hahas.
damn next monday is elective hist & E Maths.
hope all this past faster~ [:
-boom,gone-

lone ranger , not

2009-04-28T15:34:00.003+08:00

exams,exams,exams!
english paper gone,MT tmr.
thursday three paper at one goal.wish me luck right?
HIATUS?
update next time ;D

没有你的每一天，

2009-04-26T13:29:00.002+08:00

-dang-
didn't update for so long leh heh.
didn't have time & dk what to update at times.
i want my phone~
my baobei laogong phoneyyyy D:
english paper is coming i two day time .
somehow i feel something suppressing me,which i had never felt it before.
maybe i didn't want to feel english anymore,but somehow it's disappointing at times.
anyway,i needa break hehe.

who still remember those memories?
who still remember those warmth?
who still remember those promises?
who still remember those days?
if you don't know me at this point,
den i highly doubt you will ever know.
baby,i stay in love with you.[:

memories still in the air,

2009-04-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

will update once i got all the pics up.
i need a new phone,anyone?:|

My soul and spirit keep waiting in front your heart

2009-04-18T14:06:00.003+08:00

E.Hist,A Maths,E Maths ,English,Chinese,Chem,Physics :\

-dang-

boo!

2009-04-16T11:03:00.003+08:00

didn't update the past few days cos wasn't feeling well.
i don't think i will get well that soon cos i got no antibiotics to be taken.
how unlucky can i get?
i just injured my toe bone again just now ._.
i shall just go do my hmwk/rest now.
bbye (:
/edit

"To Love Is to risk Not Being Loved in Return. to hope Is to risk Pain. to try Is to risk Failure.. but Risk Must Be Taken Because the Greatest Hazard in Life Is to risk Nothing."
after all this time,
i finally realised i had learn alot from taking a risk.
cos risking nothing is the greatest hazard.
& what you will get return would be regrets.
i hope everyone keep this quote in their mind & heart.
let you follow you everywhere.let bring you to a greater heights.
& for those that is risking not being loved in return ;

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

might this help you to find a different you in such circumstances.(:

you're my everything ;D

2009-04-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

boo!
yesterday had a fun day ;D
went out with tangmei ♥
i met her at tamp inter had strawberry red tea ;D
den we went tampines one to walk ard.
quite big not bad,but in the end didn't bought anything there.
after walking the whole mall we went tmall.
went cotton on bough polo tee & slipper.
den went mango see see look look.
after that went to pop.i spent alot there ._.|
my money all fly away lols.
after that decided to take a break @ subway.
had terriyaki chicken 6-inch.
den got two kids damn cute luh hehe.
there got no reception ._.
i also saw ladies promoting for the mall wearing the green fake hair & the weird weird shoe walking ard.
after that went to SaSa.
den decided to go ikea XD
waited for the shuttle bus,alot of ppl x.x
reach ikea went to buy meatball,i didn't eat XD
i regret no buying the salmon ._.
den took the shuttle bus back to bedok inter mac.
studied & do work.we really did kay ;D
ard6.30 went library bookdrop & bus-ed home.
eileen tangmei♥ must go out again!
but this time must eat sushi & studyyyyyyy ;D
today
morning assembly i enjoyed alot for the first time.
i laughed non-stop luh,especially with beisi laopo♥.
& of cos of what we had during morning assembly :X
den the day goes on.
dead i haven do finish chinese hmwk :x
my POA score is 70/100.
damn frustrated i only got the second for my group ._.
den highest is 78,which is tan ming jun!that cat!~ :X
had physics afternoon prog.
did the wkbk den went home.
daddy fetch me home ;D
& after today morning assembly & spontaneous writing,i want to say i love you mummy ;D
alright,that's all hehe.bbye:D

Baby, dont you know，I miss you so

2009-04-12T11:02:00.002+08:00

booo!
going out later to study with eileen tangmei♥
update when i'm back,hehe.need to go first ;D
& enjoy {:

DNA

2009-04-11T12:26:00.005+08:00

currently addicted to By2's new songs ;D
dang dang !

replies of tags !

Jeannayeee: Nuerrrrrrrrrrr, I HATE THT ANNONYMOUS !!!! :D
reply : o.O Mama , no need care that annonymous deh. :D

junhui: LOLs annonymous who the hell u are?? u where de?
reply : LOLOLOL! from lj land XD

junhui: jeannayee dun hate cuz will have wrinkles LOLs will become like granny like that LOLs XD
reply : LOLOL! mama won't become granny like that deh.so preetaye!

LOLOL~
shall update later :X
i want go out study anyone?
/edit
tadata~
i'm hell bored off ._.
anyway,i've decided to study at home ._.
too lazy to go out liaos.
but this weather is driving me insane D:
if teh sun not so hot den good liaos.
just nice condition for studying ;D
now i need the following material to start doing notes ._.
ring file , markers , pens ;D
big problem my pen running out of ink again ._.
update later ;D
omgosh,got one bee flew in ._.
i screamed :X scary sia super one somemore ._.

we crave out our path,

2009-04-10T10:18:00.002+08:00

replies of tags ;

annonymous :hellox.. y u so ugly arh?
reply:hello?do i even know you?did you ever look in the mirror yourself before coming to tag this kind of nonsensical words?you would better stop before anything does happen.

Tinghui:Ling, go do the quiz on my blog. Loves (:
reply:kay no prob ling (: loves,

junhui :hey er link me up bah
reply:kay,soon (:

Suzanne: Xinting ! link mi!
reply:Suzanne! will link you up soon (:

done with the replies of tag,blog later ;D
more taggie man ppl!;D

我不是你想像那麼勇敢,

2009-04-07T10:29:00.003+08:00

tada!
second day at home~
i want faster recover~
stupid medicine make me so drowsy,the moment i open my book,
want do hmwk,i feel like falling asleep :X
finally my voice is coming back ;D
Saturday
went tamp with Shanice Ahmei♥
bought quite number of stuff.i'm going broke ._.
den bus-ed back inter.
went KFC as she wanted to take-away den walked home (:
at night,met Shanice AhMei,Jeannie & Weihwee.
went downstair to walk walk talk talk & home sweet home.
Sunday
stayed at home until ard3 went out to do hmwk with afifah daughter♥
did hmwk till ard7?
den went supermarket as she wanted to buy chocolate {:
bus-ed home & had dinner bath & stuff.
Monday
ahhhhh~i woke up sore throat & not feeling very well.
so continue sleep till 9plus?
after noon went to see doc @ polyclinic.
i just went there on 1st april :x
i got mc for two day ;D
excuse from physical activity for one week.
den bus-ed home , saw peeps on the bus.;D
went home had yu pian mee fen.
den took medicine.
fell asleep :X
that's should be all bah.
alrights,i better go eat my breakfast now :x

you're the last person i wanted to hurt,

2009-04-04T10:43:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging for awhile.i'm either too tired or too busy.
everything seems so good,yet it just isn't.
i wanted everything but in the end i had nothing.it just hurt so much.
being pushed around,what was that for?
everytime i look back at those memories.
everything just seems so fine.
whatever luh,it just make me seems so can't be bothered with everything anymore.
'cos there's no any other that know me den you all.
here's the quiz i wanted to post ytd.dang!

TEN ARE YOURS.
Are you single?
- Yeah.
Are you happy?
- Sometimes yes, sometimes not.
Are you bored?
- somehow or another.
Are you fair?
- ermm..?
Are you italian?
- NOT.
Are you intelligent?
- Which kind?lols.
Are you nice?
- if you are kind to me {:
Are you irish?
- NOT.
Are you asian?
- YES.

FACTS.
Full name
- Loh Xin Ting
Nicknames
- can i don't name it?._.
Birthplace
- Singapore
Hair Color
- Black.
Natural hair style
- i dk?
Birthday
- 16th March 1993.*hehe*
Mood
- Bothered.
Favorite Colors
- Black,Green,Red,Blue,Pink,White.
One place you would like to visit
- Korea.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
Have you ever been in love?
- i think so.
Do you believe love in first sight?
- Seldom,cos it just isn't called love.
Do you currently have a crush?
- Not really :x
Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
- should be.
Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- Yeah.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah.
Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them?
- Yeah.
Are you afraid of commitment?
- Kinda but not so now.
Who was the last person you hug?
- Jingxi.
Love or lust?
- Love.
Hard liquor or beer?
- Hard liquor.
Cats or dogs?
- hehe both!XD
A few best friends or any regular friends?
- Maybe only like less den five?
Creamy or crunchy?
- Crunchy.
Pen or pencil?
- Both.
Wild night or romantic night?
- Both are good!;D
Money or happiness?
- Happiness but money is as important as well!
Night or day?
- Neither.;D daynight {:
IM or phone?
- Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.
Been caught sneeking out?
- not really eh.
Seen a polar bear?
- Of cos (:
Done something you regret?
- Loads.
Bungee jump?
- No way,although it sounds enticing.
Eaten food that fell onto the floor?
- Sometimes.;X
Finished an entire jaw breaker?
- No way.
Been caught naked?
- Obviously not.
Wanted an e bf/gf back?
- Not for now.
Cried because you lost a pet?
- don't think so.cos my only pet is a fish?
Wanted to disappear?
- For once,no.

TEN PREFERRENCES IN PARTNER.
Smiles or eyes?
- Both.
Light or dark hair?
- Depends.
Huggs or kisses?
- Both.
Shorter or taller?
- Taller!
Intelligence or attraction?
- Both matters.
Topman or Zara?
- It doesn't matter.
Funny or serious?
- Both.but not so serious all time round.
Older or younger?
- i prefer same age :X
Outgoing or quiet?
- Outgoing.
Sweet or bad?
- Both.

AND BAD TEN HAVE YOU.
Ever performed infront of a large crowd?
- Yeah.
Ever talked on the phone for more than 1hour?
- Yeah.
Ever tried walking on your hands?
- Maybe when i'm young.
Ever been to a rock concert?
- Nope, but i wanted to.
Ever been on a cheerleading team?
- nope.
Ever been on a dance team?
- Yeah, but it seems like very long ago.
Ever been on a sports team?
- er...primary school sports day ._.
Ever been in a drama play/production?
- Yeah.
Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Exscalade, Hummer or Bently?
- Not yet till now,illegal age XD
Ever been in a rap video?
- No way man.
Last phone call you made?
- Daddy ;D
Last person you hugged?
- Jingxi.
Last person you hang out with?
- My A Maths class peeps?
Last time you worked?
- Every now & then when my daddy ask me to.
Last person you talked to?
- phone or face to face?
Last person you IM'd to?
- i can't remember.
Last person you texted to?
- shanice AhMei.
Last person you went to the movie with?
- that's real long ago :x
Last persons/things you missed?
- my bed,my love ones,my close friends
Last website visited?
- Blogskins.com
Ten people to do this quiz:
Anyone,do if you wanna to ;D

blog later?

tell me why ;

2009-03-28T10:11:00.002+08:00

man i'm really lazy & tired.
tired of almost everything,lazy is one of the resultant force.
sometimes,sometimes,i really hate myself.
i hate myself for not doing the best out of myself.
i hate myself cos of what i did wrongly.
i hate myself for being so .... useless?
i used to be so strong in front of almost everyone.
till one day,i knew i couldn't take all this anymore.
not alone anymore.it feels so ... indescribable.
why couldn't things be like past old times?
why couldn't happy times stay?
why couldn't , why couldn't i feel happy anymore?
everything,everyone seems so far away from my reach.
i couldn't feel what i wanted no more.
why couldn't i get what i want?
i'm just like a empty shell,not knowing what to do next.
i'm just so fake outside.
tell me,tell me what did i ever did wrongly to get into this position.
tell me,tell me how to be happy once more.
tell me,tell me where should i go.
tell me,tell me what to do and what to say.
i don't wanna be in this place any longer.
maybe i'm just being foolish,thinking that as long as i'm good to others.
i will be treated equally good by them.
tell me to wake up from this idea please.
it just ... hurts so much.

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我你也捨得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就想流

can't sleep through the pain ;

2009-03-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

RAWRRRRRRR!~
i went to the polyclinic & guess what?no more queue number -.-
how unlucky can i be today?
firstly,i misplaced my spec box ._.
den forgot hand in A Maths hmwk,nearly got scolded.
third,want see doc no number ._.
forget it -.-
morning assembly had spot check ._.
heng uh~i clever enough put everything at the back and use my spec stable it XD
mr teo said one sentence & everyone laughed.
he said:the curtain is for covering the face when the sun too shinning.LOL
i laughed man,den he said:don't laugh so loud luh.
after that had chem,went chem lab.
did experiment.
den A Maths.woah,can say quite boring ._.
recess eat some food.
den E Maths,i last minute 'do' hmwk :x
after that had two free period ;D
den had chinese.
copied work den left ard 1.15
went down to canteen.
den i saw chunhui.
so chatted with him.damn funny we chatetd super long den slowly got more ppl joined us.
ard2.20 went for A Maths.
copy & listen,den ended at 3.30+
went canteen for awhile den bus-ed to inter.
went polyclinic no number den went spec shop.
& i bought strawberry red tea & curry puff ;D
den home sweet home.;D
finally can rest.weekends <3
bbye ;D

runaway ;

2009-03-26T20:53:00.003+08:00

can't remember what i did for the past few days.LOL.
wednesday
had E Maths CT.careless mistake ._.
den had PE.idiot man,i'm like injured now?
the day went as per normal.den during SS took our new CEPAS.
-.- wth...mr azahar laughed at my photo ._.
den stayed in school.
went home ard6.
after dinner & bath studied for POA & E Maths.
study until damn tired ._.
slept ard 10.30
my mum is singing 'ru yan' now and then
phobia of the song already x.x
Today
wah sian,woke up and i was like very painful.
my back damn pain ._.
den went out to the bus stop,suddenly remember forgot bring belt.
came back home rush like crazy.
reach school just nice assembly.XD
-heng-
had POA test,careless mistake again luh~
hist. watch vid on the unit.
den had recess.
man,am i so small?LOL
everyone is squeezing through my back there to go and sit.LOL.
english did correction.& we got scolded for some reason or another.
dne physics i was practically in a sleeping mode & chatting away.
somehow i was able to listen to what Mr Teo was talking.
MT totally craziness.
cos of brenda chua.XD
after that lunch studied for E Maths test.
den had the test,omgosh i totally blank out?D:
had humanities prog.had test again -.-
SBQ test.write until i hand pain ._.
dismissed @ 3.15.
den had GG.
damn tired luh ._.
i march until i cannot take it anymore.
i lean against the pillar .
wah,super comfortable ;D
but the moment i stand too long again,the pain come back -.-
anyways,left school ard 6.30+
walked slowly to backgate with jingwen,huanyin & yuanting.
damn funny can?we walked super long XD
and we had fun.hehe.
reach home ard 7.30?
& now here i'm.
overdued video;

-credits to yuanting!-
enjoy!~

replies of tags ;

2009-03-24T21:38:00.005+08:00

Jx: eh superrrrrrrrrrrr belateddddddddddddd happy birhtday!! lol haha
-hahas,thank you,where's my pressie?-

meeta: psycho ALREADY, may i remind you :)
-crazy women :X-

chloe: suuuper happy belated birthday, JESSICA!
-thanks,& PLEASE STOP CALLING ME JESSICA!-

♥Ţĩáń.: yooooooo im here to tag~ wa ur tag box so small -_-~
-LOL!not small luh,cute mah XD tag more horh!-

meeta: thanks for not linking me. though this is like the what? tenth time im telling you?
-sorry i forgotten?:X-

Shirly: lols. plus no lisence.
-LOL that idiot mr lim & en hao! rawrrrrr!-

i will update tmr :X

nobody but you,

2009-03-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday
met enhao @ bedok.
den we went mac to do hmwk.
i break record did hmwk for ard 3 plus hours.
& enhao was busy sms-ing peeps.
ard 5 mr lim & shirly came to meet us.
shirly is crazy over cats LOL.
beware of her man.:x
den mr lim's girlf came.
after that went tmall.
his girlf's driving skill not bad eh.hehe.
den me & shirly had 'pillow fight' on the way, damn funny luh.
slowly in the car became a ktv XD
his girlf really need GPS.
after makan went to converse sale.
shirly went crazy & den tired LOL.
after that reach home shirly collected her books & she went.
Today
watched School House Rock The Movie on Okto {:
ard 11 went out.
went bedok inter to deposit cheque with mummy.
after that on the way to top up her ez-link i saw afifah daughter~XD
we damn crazy we was like ohhhhhhhhhhhh!~ & we hugged XD
den bus-ed to expo.
went robinson sale.bought stuff.
den went pop sale.bought stuff.
& home sweet home {:
dang!tmr school starts.o.O
haven't complete all hmwk eh :X
kay i shall go~ hahas XD
bbye ;D

watching you walk away ;

2009-03-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

i wanna runaway with you,to a faraway land.
& that's what i was trying to do.
xin ting is gonna be bored to death ._.
there's only grandnanny♥ & me at home now.
hehes,i just watched finish K.O 3anguo ep 4.
i regretted eating the garlic & onion chips. T.T
now i'm trying to get rid of the smell D:
dang!shirly's books are still at my house ._.
someone help man D:
anyways,ytd night met Shanice AhMei & Jeannie {♥} den went walk walk.
good lorh both attached den keep sms their boyf.
AhMei sot one keep ask should i break?-no life-
went to the renovated food court.
damn nice & the ppl super uber friendly.
the moment i step in i thought i at some other places.XD
den went ntuc to walk walk.
talk alot man.miss those time when we are always together ):
oh yeah,thanks daddy♥ loads!~
he went inter with his friend & bought me my top-up card hehe ;D
shall update later when i'm back.i got to rush to meet en hao & co.
bbyes xD

it's like the darkness is light ;

2009-03-20T14:19:00.002+08:00

disturbia disturbia
i'm bored :X
i just finished watching parts of love or bread & brown sugar macchiato(again).
you can't blame me,i'm bored so i gotta find something to entertain myself.
i woke up @ 8plus cos i heard dad bought breakfast stuff from maxwell food centre.
the power of food XD
i had 5 oneh oneh :x
is very nice deh kay!hehe.
i wanna go out but too lazy & tired :X
i shall try to go out tmr hehe.
hmwk really stacking up D:<>

It's not enough to say that I miss you

2009-03-19T09:06:00.001+08:00

-declare me dead-
i'm kinda dead :X
had one an half hour of A Maths just now.
the room like no air con ._.
make me bring hoodie den nvr wear ._.
nvrminds.
after that went lunch @ ljs with lynette.
had a great time.
after lunch lynette went off first & i went to print out hmwk.
4 sets + one pic 6bucks.
sian mans.
after that went to buy bbt at each a cup.
strawberry red tea ♥
den went back ntuc there to pass qkl her hmwk.
den i walk back inter miss bus -.-
reach home ard 2.
tmr should be going see doc leh :X
is must go,i keep forgetting seh.
hope tmr won't forget ;x
i got a seoul garden complimentary lunch/dinner from pop.
hehe,can go eat XD
i'm glad daddy didn't saw my strawberry red tea or else die XP
i needa restock my stuffs for studying soon.
dang!do check out my facebook {:

i'm confused.
i feel so untouched.
看着你亲口提出要我别哭.
希望和你一起分享分分秒秒的两颗真心.
insecurity occurs when i don't see you.
i don't wanna let you see the scar.
i don't wanna let you worry.
i just wanna see your smile.
i've been thinking,
which route should i choose.
i've been thinking,
what if i hurt anyone.
i've been thinking,
in my world,every now and then.
miss you so.

summer days.

2009-03-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

Tuesday
went breakfast with cheehean.
i was practically stonning in mac.
should be too tired leh ;X
reach school like 5 min late.
lucky no need so forfeit hehe XD
lunch @ 85.
the course very fun luh.
did groupwork again.& cheryl ask:still got cake or not uh?
LOL!
reach home ard 6plus.
Today
reach school @8 exactly LOL.
last day of PSA.
very fun & tiring man.
finally know what to do for exam leh.
surprise test i just passed ._.
den had hurdles(?).
we hold each other until damn tight man.
scary but fun.
& pictures!
i wanna rest super tired x~x

Sweet Sixteen!{:

2009-03-16T20:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ;D
thanks for all the birthday wishes/pressie.{:
today damn busy/tired/fun!
morning woke up @6.20 den saw 6msg?
2 from same person,the others from shanice Ahmei,shazli,jeannette,meeta sweetie.
den slowly got others ppl send me too.thanks loads!
wash up,bath & stuff den went inter.i super duper late ;X
late by half an hour,sorry for letting lynette,fel & jamie sister wait ;x
i eat super fast den after that we bus-ed to school.
shall skip to the course,hehe
my class coach is Coach Isaac & Emma.
they damn good luh!hahas.
first activity was house of cards have to stack up cards all that.(pic at bottom)
second activity was entangled.
yuan damn cute saw already call my name.LOLS!
grouped with shimin,brenda,fel,jamie,wenli,winnie,cheryl.
the activity damn fun & funny luh.i keep hold brenda's hand deh.
den our hands keep twist here & there XD
during lunch took the cake & pressie from jiahui.
den put the cake in class went bedok inter for lunch.
had fish soup beehoon.
lucky i bought teenage den bus-ed back school.rain until crazy XD
i used my teenage to cover me XD
den i'm the dryest out of fel & jamie sister.
den continue course.
third activity had to write out our goals & dreams on the mahjong paper.
after that cut cake.damn funny one lorh.
i literally bullied brenda.;x
actually nvr bully at all.
den i gave the coach a piece of cake each.
after that i say this to brenda:brenda you did nothing right?help me throw the box.
she was like what!i eat the smallest piece can?LOLS!
so i disposed the box myself.
after that went to wash my hands all that.
continue course.theory all that.
but very fun & funny!LOLOL.
ended at ard 6?
den bus-ed home.
pictures time!

strawberry + cookies 'n' cream waffle from gelato.

the castle me,amman,jamie sister,zhanpeng built.

this is how tall it is.

den become like this XD

me & sweetie,i look weird?;O

jamie sister act shy :X

my birthday cake too small liao ;X

LOL!cheryl covering her face,wenli & winnie behind her & brenda chua next to her.
guess where am i?xp
i guess that's all for today will try to update more tmr {:

3 more hours & counting!

2009-03-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

falalala~
alright first thing first,thanks shirly/afifah daughter for being there ytd {:
thanks for the advance birthday wishes form some of you.
i'm oh kay now,super high :X
really leh too high super tired leh D:
i just read my past post.
like last year's march one?find it kinda speechless.
die,seriously,let's take a look of my hmwk ;

chem theory workbook [ corrections + QA + Metals to be completed. ]
e.maths vectors hmwk.
a.maths filing / rate of change hmwk .
POA [ study for test / do some revision. ]
E-learning.
english weekend hmwk.

woah,so many to complete :x
tmr till thurs still need go school,let see ;

Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday:Dk what course.
Thursday:A.Maths Extra lesson 10.30-12noon.
Monday-Sunday:E-learning ._.

wth,so many things,yet schedule packed.
omgosh luh not enough time can?
mid-year start from end of april ._.
whatever luh,i wanna go zi-high first ;x
you make me wanna ,
i wanna believe you are strong ♥

do you feel it?

2009-03-14T15:25:00.002+08:00

meow~
woke up @ ard 11+?:X
i fall asleep at 12plus ytd.hehe
was chatting with ppl & watching K.O 3anguo.
quite nice leh the show hehe.
i need to buy school bag tmr,it's a necessary =p
i realised i haven did any hmwk or studying yet :X
later get nagging/ scoldings again.
the sun make me wanna sleep somemore seh ;x
nvrmind i shall try to concentrate & do some work hehe.

i don't wanna miss any part of the happy moments.
i don't wanna wait for you to talk to me anymore.
i don't wanna feel lost anymore.
i wanna make you happy,
i wanna you sad no more.
i wanna see your smile as much as possible.
i all wanna is us to be happy,
in whatever way it is.
i will be happier,
what's got,what's lost,it's fair enough.
我不需要海枯石烂的温柔
只要你每天都属於我
全心呵护我保护著爱你的我

i'm too obedient;

2009-03-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

Wednesday
had english common test,should be able to pass this time round.hehe.
lesson as usual,
just that MT had to climb all the way up to 4th floor.tiring ._.
after school went army market with jiahui.
den went bugis buy some things and trained home @ 6plus.
reach home @ ard 7?
Thursday
POA quite slack.cos we did for three periods was studying & doing work.
den had history,watch video.& do some work & write some notes.
den class as usual,after school had guides.
rashida was here,had to be in neat attire.
me,fel,chloe,mich & xiuxuan went canteen to planned finish amazing race thingy.
after that went for PT.didn't really did much.
in the end not enough time so didn't play amazing race.
so did horseshoe(sp?) formation.
den it started to rain.
no choice went guides room for debrief.
ended @ 6.10?
daddy suppose pick me up but didn't so stayed in school to change my personal file.
my bag is gonna broke man.
but lucky thing got ppl go home with me.hehe.
walked halfway to bus stop @ red swastika there herad a 'bang' sound.
turned ard saw car accident.
BG students are kinda helpful everyone stop at the bridge & look LOL.
reach bus stop,went home with cheehean & jiahui.Y
lucky got ppl go home with me or else if my bag really break i die lorh.
somemore got POA book to take.
& guess what cheehean asked me?you got take POA meh?-.-
LOL.he is asking for the obvious :X
did filing & stuff for a maths.
den slept @ ard10?
Friday
THANK YOU WENLI FOR THE PRESSIE!{:
woke up,left eye damn pain.
maybe cos press onto the pillow too hard :X
reach school @7.15.
took chem stuffs to parade square.
assembly super long lorh.
they talk super long & prize giving too.
i sit until want die leh :X
in the end chem nvr do practical ._.
had theory study all that.
den had 3 period A Maths.
finished rate of change den started on Maxima & Minima.
had recess.chun hui faster break voice luh!
too high pitch liao.hehe.
his hair got messed up by me & jamie (:
den had assembly.
omgosh man,got public canning.
those three quite good deh eh.
heard from jamie the middle guy dion(sp?) super good to her deh.
super sad luh.
the whole thing took ard 45min?
den had presentation by mr ang abt the YOG thingy.
after that went class took things den went for MT afternoon prog.
all we did is compre again.
den do finish went toilet & school hall.
see ppl play badminton.LOL.
den went back took things went off.
waited for shirly daughter & bus-ed home.
bath & stuffs den went out.
went bugis walk walk all that.
saw BG ppl.
den ard6 trained back to inter & i bus-ed to tmall.
got my things bus-ed home @ ard 7.30+.
pictures tmr!hehe.bbyes.i wanna rest :X

one piece missing & everything gone.

2009-03-10T20:40:00.002+08:00

i'm bored ._.
is like i'm kinda sick.lack of sleep.tmr gonna sleep in class if possible :x
tmr got english common test,die man.
need memorize vocab list ._.
i hope i can remember them,seriously remember them in my mind clearly.
i need to pass this test no matter what.
after school met shirly daughter den went to far east.
get some stuffs but i haven got something yet rawr~
kay luh,won't blog leh tmr den update hehe(:

i wanna believe,

2009-03-09T21:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday
after went granddaddy's hse met afifah daughter @ eastpoint.
den went pop adn trained to tmall.
get loads of stuffs & den walk ard.
ard6plus took 69 to inter.
went bengawan solo to get shirly daughter's cake.
mocha cake ;D
den met en hao and den went macs.
saw alvin & yongding.
we waited for jiahui & weijia to come.
meanwhile saw hakim,jiayi & co.
we look retarded with the cake in the macs.Lol.
i was like keep checking to ensure the cake doesn't like goes bad.
ard 7 jiahui & weijia finally reach.
sat there awhile & rushed home.
slept super early as i had a headache.
Today
HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY SHIRLY DAUGHTER!
must be more happy {:
hehe,hope you like the present i gave you & the cake.
early morning reach school.i'm early man.like for once Lol.
put bag and stuff brought the cake to canteen to put.
recess meet up & we celebrated her birthday.nice one no candle cos no lighter :x
i think i'm like a mad person scream damn loud lol.
den had normal routines just that POA lesson is freaking cold today.
den had chem afternoon prog & stayed in school.
did some revision & planning for GG.
found lots of stuff today & we returned to general office.
ard 6 played 'badminton' & we aimed the shuttercock into a box.
damn fun & funny luh.
and i dk where jinxian get a spoiled racket & start to seperate the string & racket.
den shirly came,had a sudden brokedown after most of the ppl went.
went home @ ard7 with enhao,jiahui,weijia,ashad.
i wanna go far east to get belt & a dress from mx & more ._. ahhh~help~
oh kay now pictures!{:

so nice so nice.it's all about you.

early birthday present from beisi laopo,thanks loads!

the birthday girl with her birthday cake.Lol.

Happy Birthday - The Click Five

080309;Happy Womens' Day

2009-03-08T11:51:00.002+08:00

Happy Womens' Day!(:
going out later on to granddaddy's house.
den maybe meeting jiahui to buy something
gosh,my shopping list grow longer from ytd's trip ._.
hehe,8more day!{;
shirly,beware!hehe:x
& yeah ,happy sixteen birthday lynette!
i don't think my hmwk are done,so yeah gotta do it later.
blog later when i'm back if possible.

我多希望，我会更快乐，但是我还办不到。
我只想安慰你有的混乱。
忘了你和我，忘了那一天。
每个人在向前走，而我呢？
开开心心是我的选择，希望你也一样。
我要相信你是爱我的。
i'll be right here with you,
you'll be right here with me.

9 days ! {:

2009-03-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

Friday
super tired day.
suppose to go see doc but didn't
i so guai stay back in school go for house meeting at canteen.
but it's damn bored.
den i do hmwk for very very long.
do until i want die man.
i really need to find a day to go see doc for checkup :x
after that played badminton with enhao,bernice,khairuldin & a sec1 guy.
they damn funny man hahas.
den ard 6 we rested at canteen.
chat all that after npcc released went home with shazli.
den i reach home took guides uni start to re-sew the thinking patch & badges.
in the end i dk how come,the needle poke into my thumb.Lol.
den i did my first ironing hehe (:
after that bath everything,slept at 10plus.hehe.
Today
woke up at 5am?
was super tired,ard 5.35 went out of house.
the road is dark and i can't really see clearly,scary.
reach bedok mac @ 5.59am.
i'm early for once {:
after that beatrice,huanyin came.
yuan came too we packed food & yuan's dad fetch us to stadium,thanks uncle![:
reach stadium even before the others did.
we took that time to eat our breakfast.
i was like when everyone come i feed them with my Sausage Mcmuffin with egg.
hehe,must make sure they have enough energy.
when everyone reach had a short briefing & went to the prize table to help out.
got me,yuan,beatrice,afifah,farhana.
put everything in order & den rest awhile.
in the end it rained.we had to move the table and stuffs in ._.
first round of prize presentation is ard 9plus cos it's delayed.
after the prize giving thing rest awhile.
the chaos start when the milo van arrived.
me & huanyin went to ask the ncc if anyone is there.
in the end raymond told us got two small boys ._.
nvrmind you know,went there npcc was helping so i ask guides to help out too.
me & huan running everywhere hahas.
after that second round prize giving was ard 11?
den had all the races all that.
& i went to milo van to check out again,got one npcc sec2 topaz girl scold shazli & den i scold back,she scold me.nvr die before sia.off duty so what no respect isit?-.-
didn't have a proper rest.
the final prize giving was under the big hot sun.
& that's how i got sunburnt.
the medal & tray super hot & that's when things starts to screw up.Lol.
after finish the prize giving me & yuan was practically gonna faint.
dehydrated.x.x
thanks en hao for your lecture pad.
went lunch @ pizza hut with Shazli,Jiahui,Chunhui,Joedy,Yanren,Lucas,Xingying,Zakiah & two more sec3 juniors.
the bill was super ._.
hahas,chun hui you very cute luh!your voice so high pitch Lol.
hehe,reach home within half an hour chiong out again.
went far east with shirly walk ard until leg gonna break.
after that suppose to go sing k but in the end never cos of some reason.
so shirly ask ppl play bball.
den we took 14 to school there.
& mr lim picked us up.
play-ed / (watch-ed) bball with en hao,mr lim,shirly,jiayi & another two bg guys.
played until ard 8plus went home.
mr lim fetch us home,thanks mr lim![:
now finally can rest hehe.{:

i don't wanna remember you man.
seriously,sick & tired so just get out of my mind.thanks alot man.

catch everything in my palm,

2009-03-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

Monday
early morning had the sports day briefing during Interaction Time.
i can't really remembered what happened.
but i remembered i passed my POA,15.5/25 {:
but i knew there's rainbow again.(:
& it's damn nice.
Tuesday
had health screening so skip some lessons.
the nurse damn cute luh,she ask me 'den you can go for napfa?'
i was like,i try to.
den she ask me go see doctor for further checkup.
i really very long nvr go checkup :x
suppose to go but never make appointment so never go :x
Wednesday
Ct was social studies.
the question is like from last year's mid-year paper.
got back chem paper,hehe i passed (:
den social studies after lunch,the whole class got punished by mr azahar.
went to walked ard bball court,like dk for how long.
& loads of ppl are looking at us.
after that mr azahar still can joke with us.Lol.
den had english went through corrections den off i go to canteen.
i waited for enhao,shirly & jiahui.
shirly & enhao played bball while i sit there like some idiots?
den i reached home ard 7plus.
Thursday
old same stuff.
three periods of POA.
kinda wanna fall asleep but i didn't (:
den had history,watched two short clip on korean war.
i asked brenda this:"if call you go there,freezy cold,you want go not?"
den she replied something silly:"i want!so nice,so fun!"
make no sense to me.
had english & den physics.
physics test quite oh kay,i think the max mark i will score is 16/20.
cos MCQ i lost 1mark leh ._.
den MT brenda really funny lorh.
we were like laughing until no body business.
shall skip to GG.
today we scold juniors until i going no voice leh.
no choice who tell them climb over our heads.
den training,spring cleaning.
after that had breifing & discussion.
i'm in-charge of prize giving for sports day together with yuanting they all.
next week PT!{:
alrights,pictures time.

done,bbye (:

You,

2009-03-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

THE REASON - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many thing I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you (x4)

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

a thousand words to describe,

2009-03-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

hehe,i today stayed at home to study [:
den was msg-ing ppl♥ hehe.
the weather really makes ppl feel like sleeping.
i finished all the E Maths hmwk & i did some extra hmwk for a maths.
complete my chinese file.;D
i need save money leh,in order to get what i want.
the next few days i might not be updating blog.
after school need either go buy/get stuffs or need study for test.
*xinting xinting,cannot stress up!*
alrights,update another day (:

wonderful day ,

2009-02-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

early morning,i overslept :X
so i chiong everything & cab to school.my $4.40 fly away.
somemore i nvr eat._.
den reach school went to parade square.
after that split into groups.
my group consist of me,beisi,esther,amirah,yeeching,kokweng & donnell.
we went to blk761 to collect got 18storeys.
we went all the way down from the 18th storey.
quite fun & the ppl there are quite nice too.
although it's tired but it's super worth it luh.
we collected quite alot dee ended ard 9plus.
den waited for the lorry to come.
we went to buy water & food.i'm damn hungry at that point of time.
den lorry came ard 10.30?
so put everything onto the lorry & dismissed.
when i get the pics i shall post it.hehe.
after that went front gate daddy drove me to ICA to get passport.
damn silly,when the passport pic is oh kay daddy ask me take new one.
i queue like 10minsplus?to get a pic done?
waste my time & money.den went to collect my passport.
quite nice man hehe.
after that came back home here get lunched & home.
after that ard3 went tmall with AhMei to get her contact lens.
slacked there & got stuffs.hehe.
& pictures!
hehe,my table is so messy during physics :X

the school drink vending machine,damn disgusting ._.

that's all for today.hehe.*love love love*

hehe,ASN.

your smile & your everything.

2009-02-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

Thursday
i'm like tired off,kinda gonna broke down.
three periods of POA,i was like gonna have a headache & super frustrated.
test was alright,but may not scare that well.
den had E Hist,i explained to mrs choo & she didn't scold.
oh yeah,had girl guides so brought full-uni,guess what.
my bag is gonna break down soon._.
den after recess was english did work and stuff.
had physics mr teo didn't come.so two teacher came in for first period den second period change teacher.did physic wkbk.
MT was quite fun luh,the only period that i could fang song xin qing.
humanities prog was SS did worksheet den after that girl guide.
quite slack & fun.
taught sec1 the promise & stuff.
den break for damn long.after break slack until crazy.cos we were chased out by the sec1-3s cos they planning our POP party.
den released wait for daddy to fetch me.home sweet home.
Today
first two period chem as usual.did experiment & stuff.
mrs liow said half of the class failed x~x
den three period of A Maths & i'm kinda lost & streessed up.
affter two period one period of quiz.
practically anyhow do :X
den now assembly for sec4s we went comp lab do survey thing,quite fun luh.
we laughed at each other's result & so on.
den released went to century sq with beisi & lynnette.
lunch-ed with beisi @ foodcourt.
quite nice man [:
after lunch walked ard tm.
den bus-ed back to school.
slack all that.do abit of hmwk :X
& that's why i got 'scolded'.
hahas,quite moodless.
den played bball & soccer.hahas.
ard 7plus left school & home sweet home.

thanks for everything,your smile really nice.
if only i could smile so nicely den it would be a great thing.
i dk if this choice is right but i will still try to find out more abt you.
i don't care what others say abt you,
i just wanna know more abt you.
'cos everyone has a second side , & that's the inner feelings.
be truthful to others & you might get back what you want.

a little too not over you,

2009-02-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

Monday
practically i forgotten what happen so forget abt it.
Tuesday
had fire emergency drill thing.
damn funny lorh.
is like the alarm already ringing & mrs tan was still telling us abt hmwk.Lol.
if real fire we die already.
den it's supposed to be a chem lab explosion & guess what we all walked pass chem lab.Lol.if real deh confirm die.hahas.
the most funny thing is that almost the whole school screamed when the alarm rung.Lol.
the drill is only awhile so after that continued with english lesson.
after a maths afternoon prog,met jiahui & co. den went to inter mac.
went there with jiahui,enhao & weijia.
ard 5plus shirly came.hahas.
ard 6plus bused home.
& chiong chem,headache man.
Today
chem common test,i practically cancelled what's right & change the answer.
after ct had PE,ran one round the school.i realised i can't run -.-
and we had cricket game.quite fun hahas.
at the ending,the so called behind the scene,was that weijin tried to hit the ball thingy but in the end his bat hit down the stand thingy.Lol.
i helped out with the keeping of the equipment & guess what.
mingjun told weijin something very funny.hahas.shall not say here.
den had english,recess.
MT,i didn't prepared well enough,so forget abt the test.Lol.
& brenda was just joking with xiao lao shi,& she really treated us lunch.Lol.
she gave us 10bucks for lunch hahas.
thank you xiao lao shi![:
den had SS & english afternoon prog.
den walked to stadium with shirly.
found jiahui,enhao & weijia den went to 123 for yong tau foo.
after that walked back to school while it started to rain.
reached school study & it started to rain heavily & almost everyone emo.
daddy picked me up outside school gate while i got carried away by the rainbow.hahas.
the rainbow really did cheer us up ;D
auntie was on the bus & we saw anthony at the backgate bus stop,cos today got ncc he came back.
i call him den is damn funny very far distance.he damn cute luh =="
den reach home eat & now here typing.&pictures ! ;D

yu guo tian qing,a brightful side after the rain.

a clearer view @ near my house.

reflection @ macs,weijia,jiahui,enhao & me.

nice horh,the effect & the people *hint hint*

the cutest 'couple' LOL.no luh kidding ;D
kay,& one last lyrics.

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

dang!bbye.smiles (:

爱不离

2009-02-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

dang!
i'm gonna die soon.
i practically failed my history CT by half a mark?
i think i won't be using comp so much as usual.
i gotta buck up for the others subj,so many test coming up.
._. alrights,i better go study for chem.
bbye ;D

always be my baby,

2009-02-22T12:41:00.003+08:00

Saturday
supposed to go for guides thing but didn't.
cos wasn't feeling well at first :X
but after noon cure liao.
was damn bored so went out :x
met jiahui at tamp inter.
den went tmall to get drink & food.
not long after ard4plus met shirly at tamp inter.
woahman,want pasar malam.
they got food to eat & shirly got her hp cover.
den went sweet talk @ inter wah sian saw shafiq & nazrul.
i not sure if they saw me.hehe.
den we walk at the inter deciding where to head to.
at last saw 69 took the bus to bedok inter.
& for some reason when the bus reach bedok inter we went to take 38.
LOL.bus trip for us.kinda lame but it's to rest & waste time :X
reach eastpoint i remembered S.H.E was there.Lol.
den we went pop,seriously got alot of ppl.& guides T.T
got our stuffs & trained back to bedok.
had dinner at 418.the boss/uncle damn nice luh!;D
so ppl do support go there eat the steamboat it's nice & affordable.
after eating went mac to slack awhile & home sweet home.

shirly took the photo.can see selina.

shirly took this too.

this photo is taken on the 13 of feb?

friday the 13 & table 13.

418 steamboat hahas.

the dessert given to everyone of the customer.

& the steamboat ;D
& now here comes the imp yet funny part.Lol.

i received this msg like friday's night?it says this:
Kindly spread the news to your friends. If possible, do not go Bugis these few days. Terrorists may plan to bomb that area. This msg was forwarded from my friend's army friend who said they're alrd on 24hrs standby. Not sure how true but a friend was at Bugis today and there were really many policeman.
ppl for your information it's not true.Lol.
shanice AhMei this not true no need think until head big.Lol.
& to know more abt what happen to the person the link will let you know.
www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/4...

938live.sg/portal/site/938Live/menuitem.43735da1634c4377d...

done.now who wanna go to the last kampong in sg with me?
the last kampong name is kampong lorong buangkok.
inform me asap.dang!i got lots of hmwk to complete.bbye.

one last time,

2009-02-20T14:49:00.003+08:00

sorry eh,i promised to update on tuesday.
but after medication i fall asleep for the one whole day :x
yeah so i shall update now.since i'm like listening to loads of diff. songs ;D
Wednesday
after school had guides training for thinking day.
stay at school till damn long
quite irritated by some stuffs/ppl.
Thursday
had sports heats ._.
of cos i didn't get in luh.XD
after that went tm with jiahui & afifah daughter.
went to eat,i really can't take fish soup with milk.
watermelon juice was quite nice kay!
den went to X-craft to get ear studs :x
after that went basement.hahas.
walk ard cs,den took 69 to school backgate & daddy pick me up.
home sweet home.;D
Today
wheee~
guess what,xinting broke her record!
i woke up at 5.30 just for my dear girl guides.
met shazli @6.20 den bus-ed to school.
put bag & stuffs and went to canteen.
i'm the last,i think, but at least i'm not considered very late.
after everything went to parade square got settled down.
omgosh,i'm so freaking scared that i will do wrong stuff.
cos is like other den yuanting&beatrice i'm the next obvious person?
if do wrong thing we sure die first.hahas.
parade started,yuan told me everytime she turn she will kick the flower pot.
dm & councillors didn't wait for her to command & national anthem started.
we were all startled.
lucky man,throughout the whole thing no one fall out & we did a good job.
*clap for every girl guide involve*
chem had experiment as usual.
den a maths had common test,shall not talk abt it.
class lesson was quite fun.:D
i think that's all for now.
&pictures!

i took this without her notice.edited piece up here.nice right?;D

& took this from a playground on monday night when i'm waiting to see doctor.
& that's all for today ;D

love is undefined.

2009-02-17T10:04:00.003+08:00

meow~
i shall do the quiz first before even updating.

5 TRUE facts about you:
I can listen to songs regarding love non-stop.
try stopping me from listening & singing.
i can repeat the same song for a million time.hehe.
of cos,i'm the only child.:}

5 THINGS that you love:
I Love Green,Pink,Blue & Black.
I Love My Family.
I Love Myself!(for once.hehe.)
I Love Koh Yiling!
I Love Big Bang!

5 THINGS that you hate:
I hate Bastards.:X
I hate backstabbers & liars.
I hate Bitches.
I hate being sick.
I hate stupid weathers.

Choose 10 people and do the following:
No. 1 : Shanice
No. 2 : Jiahui
No. 3 : Juliana
No. 4 : Tinghui
No. 5 : Meeta
No. 6 : Jeannie
No. 7 : Michelle
No. 8 : Chloe
No. 9 : Shazli
No. 10 : Jamie

(1) Is no. 2 your best friend?
yeah.

(2) Is no. 1 and no. 7 dating?
of cos not.

(3) Who are you closer to? No. 5 or no. 10?
errrr,one is my sweetie the other my sister.same same ;D

(4) When's no. 8's birthday?
15th Feb.

(5) Will number 9 be the obstacle in your life?
of cos not,he's my laughing pill XD

(6) Is no. 3 irritating.
NO,hahas.she very cute deh eh!

(7) What if no. 8 betrays you?
you shall see what happen when that day come.beware,chloe!hahas.

(8) Is no. 4 an idiot?
no,her english is much better den mine.Lol.

(9) Will no. 6 be an idiot when he/she grows up?
no,she's already one.hahas,just kidding!

(10) Which do you prefer? no.1 - 10.
can i say all?:X

i shall update later,i wanna sleep :X

{:

2009-02-15T20:54:00.002+08:00

credits to ~Rawlguana @ deviantart
today is Total Defence Day.hahas.
the alarm rang at 12.05.damn scary luh. den i tune-in to radio ( kinda stupid eh me.-.- )
they said have impt msg but turn out is crap :X
so i continue to do hmwk & stuffs. ard2+ went out.
went to granddaddy's house.
den abt4 walk-ed to eastpoint to meet shirly daughter!
walk-ed ard eastpoint to get stuffs. & dined in Eighteen Chef.
(pictures currently with shirly.)
den afifah daughter came to meet us.[: after that went to get my shoes & trained back to bedok.
they went off & i got my stuffs & took 222 home.
& there you goes,
actually i got one more wish for my birthday!
someone to sing PK by fish leong & gary with me ;D
LOl,i must be mad :X
alright,bbye & tkcare peeps!

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone

2009-02-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

i shall let pictures do the talking.

meow~
i'm kinda addicted to meow-ing eh.x~x
anyways,HAPPY VALENTINES!~~not for me~~.
had duty at Guides House aka Head Quarters.
damn tired man but was really fun!
hope to go there again for duty ;D
i bought quite a few things.
for myself,not gonna give any bastard anymore presents.
~~cos guys are bastards+fuckers~~
i still quite pissed off by somethings.especially some stupid idiots.
met shirly & afifah daughter & they came to my house.
at ard5.30 they went to PP.
i seriously need a new pair of black shoes.
& need to restock some stuffs.
anyways,i'm going off bbyes.

everything is gone,i gotta start from scrap all over again.
i find you in this world,so i shall dump you in this world.
you should've said no & you might still have me.
but it's all too late,just too late for me to turn back.
do you really expect me to believe,everything would be the same?
please get out of my life,at least for this moment.

distance love

2009-02-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

will update tmr for the week's post.
i'm not happy afterall for the day.
some ppl just need to get a life.
suddenly recalled about what had happen during the past one year,
the song that fitted for the year are should've said no & pictures of you.
i seriously dk what to say -.-

can you guys stop all the nonsense and get a life?
if you want happiness after your happiness please.
now,i'm really very confused,i dk who i really admire.
ahhhhhh,when can all this stop man?
give me a break & let me think carefully.
two person with IQ far apart.
why is all this happening right now?
i don't get it.
after i receive the news,i dk to be happy or sad.
cos there's memories behind it.

hold tightly,

2009-02-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

Monthly Romantic: February

PISCES

February 19-March 20

Is that an oh-so-romantic love letter that includes a line drawing portrait of you, a sonnet about you and an invitation (addressed to you) for a romantic dinner for two sometime around, oh, say, the feast day of Saint Valentine in your mailbox on the 1st? Don't be too surprised if it is! This month is going to be full of romance, and there is no time like the present to get started! Even more romantic fun is coming your way on the 5th and 6th. How on earth did they get so cute? You could really get into this person, couldn't you? And if their phone calls, emails and other signs of affection are any indication, they are pretty into you, already. On the 11th, you might have to do a little relationship reckoning. Are you considering getting into some bad old patterns? Don't. If you feel unsure on the 14th, take it slowly. On the 19th and 20th, a friend gives you great advice. The 24th and 25th are so wonderfully romantic you don't even need to take that great advice. Look out for another love letter on the 28th.

Monthly Romantic: February

CAPRICORN

December 22-January 19

Spend some time in the company of some kids on the 1st. There's nothing like a child to remind you of just how lovely the world is, and how full of love we all are for each other. While that's something adults sometimes forget, it's a truth that's pretty much well known to the little guys. You might need to deal with an emotional obstacle or two on the 5th. That is, assuming you want to cleanse your emotional pallet to be ready when romance arrives on your plate (which, uh, you do). The 10th and 11th are good days to put all your papers in order. The cleaner your desk, the clearer your mind, and the clearer your mind, the easier it is to recognize romance when you see it. If you don't have a romantic date for the 14th, get together with friends. It will do you a world of good! The 19th and 20th are days full of sparks that will kindle a fire in your heart that matches the slow-burn conflagration in theirs. You two are like dynamite -- except a whole lot cozier! On the 25th, listen hard. Make a dynamic date on the 28th.

Monthly Romantic: February

CANCER

June 22-July 22

You know how, sometimes, if you're stressed out, the people in your vicinity get stressed out, too? And if you're calm, they're calm? And you know how that works the other way around, too -- if they're stressed, you're less calm, and if they're tranquil, you're good to go? Well, apply that principle to all things romantic on the 1st. That's to say, don't stress out, don't stress them out, and do your best to stay cool if they show up with their knickers in a twist. Think of peace and quiet as a gift you can give and things will get way, way more romantic. Nobody is stressed out on the 5th, though. Least of all you! Could it be that kissing is so calming? Sure looks like it! Get connected on the 10th: They'll love receiving your unexpected call! Be sure to schedule a backup plan for the 14th, when an overdose of anxiety could put your original date plans on hold. On the 19th, be aware of your feelings. It's the best way to avoid projecting them. You need to be flexible on the 23rd, emotionally. Socialize on the 28th and sparks (the good kind) will fly.

Monthly Romantic: February

LIBRA

September 23-October 22

Relationships are sure the No. 1 thing on your mind on the 1st. You're thinking about what works and what doesn't, what helps and what hurts, how you want to live and who you want to do that with. Chances are, they're thinking about pretty much the same things. Yep, you two are on the same page -- even if you haven't met each other yet! What could be better? Let a disruption in your routine on the 5th become a wonderful romantic opportunity. How? You'll know it when you see it. Explain your wishes to a few close friends over fresh-squeezed, vitamin-filled juice drinks on the 8th. The 12th and 13th are stellar days for flirting and for being flirted with, so put on your best coy-but-not-too-coy smile and grin! You're about to make a new special friend. If they're free on the 14th, go Dutch. You'll be astounded at how happy you are just chatting with this person on the 18th and you'll want to make another date by the very romantic 21st. On the 26th, go deep. Have a great night out on the 28th.

Monthly Romantic: February

LEO

July 23-August 22

Has it ever occurred to you that learning something new can be very, very romantic? That, in fact, learning about a new person is one of the most romantic parts of any new romance? And that, in the process, you learn a lot about yourself, which is almost always invaluable? Well, if none of that had ever occurred to you before, it certainly will on the 1st, when you are learning a lot and having a great time doing it. Don't be overly sensitive on the 5th. Pride will only get in the way of learning. You need to keep a close eye on your pocketbook on the 10th and 11th. Use a candlelit dinner to really get to know them on the 14th. By the time you've had time to think about how your actions affected them on the 19th, they'll be ready to open up and tell you what it was like for them. Listen carefully, and you will learn a lot about relating. Don't be clingy on the 23rd. You'll have to learn something entirely new on the 28th if you want to hang onto this budding romance. Namely: How not to let vanity get the upper hand, this time.

Monthly Romantic: February

TAURUS

April 20-May 20

What's your rush on the 1st? Sure, maybe you don't have every single thing in your romantic life lined up exactly the way you want it, but even if you don't have anything in your romantic life lined up the way you want it, that's no reason to panic. The most important thing you can do this month is to stay cool, stay calm, breathe deep, count your blessings and, most importantly, love yourself! It's the best way to welcome the love of someone else into your life. You'll be in a very happy, healthy and super cute space on the 2nd. What could be better? A date? Look out for one of those, too, coming your way by the end of the day. You're ready for adventure on the 6th (so let them know!) and for some mushy lovey-dovey action on the 10th -- let them know that, too! You could be shocked by your own jealous feelings on the 15th. Go slow. On the 20th, your plans are firm, are theirs? Be careful on the 25th -- and talk to your friends. Celebrate your feelings on the 28th. Things are going wonderfully!

Monthly Romantic: February

SAGITTARIUS

November 22-December 21

You know what they say: There's nothing more romantic than a good listener. On the 1st, you're a great listener, and you shouldn't be surprised if your very attractive interlocutor is finding you a hugely enticing audience. Keep up the good listening, then go ahead and share a few deep feelings of your own. This could shape up to be an awfully romantic month! You two are really benefiting from the gifts of gab on the 4th. You might just talk yourselves into a pretty darn satisfying relationship, at this rate! Enjoy your good luck on the 9th, and feel free to share your willingness with them. Hit the jackpot on the quarter slots? Take that $10.00 and split a super big ice cream sundae! Make sure you've put your name on their dance card on the 14th. You wouldn't want to miss twirling around the ballroom with them. You're in top form, romantically, emotionally, spiritually and physically on the 17th and 18th. Oh yes, they've noticed. On the 23rd, talk, talk, talk it over. Get outdoors and get your heart rate up on the 28th.

not all horoscope are here,ps those here are especially for friends.
http://astrojasta.com/zodiac/?q=node/368&size=thumbnail

quizzzzz

2009-02-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
cheeks?

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
fresh,i slept very long :D

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Jiahui

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Kinda,since i'm the only child,if they don't dote on me den who does they dote on?

5: Would you ever donate blood?
Why not, if i can.

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of cos luh.

7: Do you want someone dead?
Yeah,some ppl & baddies.

8:What does your last text message say?
chey.then nevermind uh,another time (x

9:What are you thinking of right now?
gelato ice-cream!strawberry!

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Mixed.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
ard 11pm.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
giordano sale

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Pooh & Eeyore.just kidding.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Afifah.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
1.Jamie.
2.Jiahui.
3.Juliana.
4.Jeannie.
5.Shanice.
6.Tinghui.
7.Jinxian.
8.Lun.
9.Eileen Loh.
10.Meeta.

(I very lazy tag people. So see and do bah)

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
She's singleeeeee.

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
male,hahas kidding :}

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Impossible.

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Chemistry.

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
within these few days.

20: Is Number 4 single?
Yeah.

21: Say something about Number 2.
Cheer up!;D

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
They aren't les.

23: Describe Number 9
My cute Tangmei.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Tinghui wins luh!

25: Do you like Number 8?
Good friend!:}

the last card is still in my hands.

2009-02-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

Friday
jamie,we will always be with you.
stand strong yeah.it will soon be all over [:
kinda no mood,thanks everyone that show their concern.
i really dk what happened to me.
it's just that i am like seeing what had happened to myself on her once more.
i dk how to explain it but it's just very unbearable.
i just feel like venting everything out.
cos i know i can't bear with all this again.
everything that happen is so sudden den it's really very painful.
after school had lunch den slack in school.
quite no mood luh,cos keep see some irritating ppl.
how much that i wish i could send all of them to the bermuda triangle.
so they could just vanished into thin air.
i think i flunk my A Maths Linear Law test.
after shirly's training she followed me to tm.
to get my file and we had food again.:\
den came back to school ard 4plus.
came in backgate npcc squad all over.
make us walk one big round.._.
den reach school i do hmwk.
managed to do finish E Maths work.
den walk ard the school with afifah.
school had soccer match,springfield Vs victoria.
it bloody had to rain man.
ard 6 jiahui was dismissed.den we waited for jamie in the canteen.
6.30+ she dismissed.
left school ard going 7.
den reach home 7+.
had dinner den study abit den rest.
Saturday
i am finally early today and guess what.everyone's{shirly,jiahui,jinxian,enhao,afifah,jamie,sandy.} late.
so went to find juliana in the library .
ard 12 sandy & jamie came to find me.
after that went macs.
after everyone came we ate den study & do hmwk.
ard 3 took bus to jamie's house.
her mother damn friendly & funny luh.
ard 4plus sandy had to left for piano.
5plus went for dinner.
jinxian treat $10bucks so each of us only need to pay $2.50 for a steamboat dinner.
the steamboat super nice luh.
den i treat rojak.
i still prefer toa payoh's one.
in the end i only had abit of youtiao luh.
all ate by enhao & jinxian.
den went back to jamie's house awhile.
damn fun luh.
& home sweet home.
super tired.& here's the photo(s).

my chem experiment ;D

found near the front gate bus stop.damn funny.
more pics in jamie's phone & shirly's blog.
alright,bbye.

你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你

just b'cos you're youself.

2009-02-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

Monday
suppose to stay up at night to pray deh,
but in the end i fall asleep :X
Wednesday
had the pronounciation workshop.
was super tired off.
den after that me,jamie,jiahui,shirly,enhao went to 123.
at fengshan cc we waited for sandy den go eat together.
super duper nice [:
after eating we sat there to slack all that.
very fun (:
Thursday
had lesson all that as usual den cca.
no humanities afternoon prog,so able to rest awhile.
guides had games as sec1 join us.
ard 5plus6 combined with ncc to play game.
damn fun seh.had captain ball.
but horh after the sec4 nccs join our group,we no need play deh.
from captain ball become basketball+soccer den mix ball.
damn fun luh.somemore we over there see them play den laugh until crazy.
guides ended ard 6.30+ den went canteen.
was super tired then.
after that went 85 to eat with jamie,enhao,jiahui,shirly & jinxian.
hahas,had minced pork noodle.
den jinxian treat us one chicken wing each.thank you (:
ate until quite late.reach home abt 8plus going 9.
bathe all that den msg & chat with ppl.
had a arguement with daddy,but seriously in bad mood sorry daddy.
slept at ard 10plus.

can't bear to let go.

2009-01-31T21:42:00.005+08:00

today super nice to sleep [:
was late for meeting Shirly,Afifah & Jiahui.
supposed to meet @ 12 but i was late for ard 10-15mins.
after that train-ed down to somerset.
First Stop:Orchard Cineleisure
had fish soup yee mee.
den we saw Muttons to Midnight & loads of 98.7 deejays.
after that went to take neoprints.
after that walk-ed ard.
bought new hp strap.
omgosh man alot of angmohs & you know the little nonya da sha?
we bought the hp strap from his store.Lololol.
Second Stop:The Heeren.
went there just for HMV.
alot of things leh.;D
den bus-ed to third stop.
Third Stop:Plaza Sing.
walk-ed ard den bought ice cream from Anderson!
den dk where go,
suddenly both Jiahui & Shirly remember they had to go pop.
so train-ed to fourth stop.
Fourth Stop:Tampines Mall.
went pop & we saw loads of ppl.
den went arcade.
play-ed the bball game.
den went foodcourt.
shirly had bento i 'shared' with her.
afifah left ard 6.07.
den after eating went to walk ard.
by then,shirly ard sub-conscious .
walk-ed ard til 7plus.
den took 69 back to bedok & bus-ed 229 home
got a grp of siao guys behind me.
keep shout shout.
sot sot deh.
reach home ard 8plus.
& pictures.

this is damn cute luh.XD

you shall guess which one is mine.[:
whooo~this post took me an hour XD
bbyes [:

first time get cheated is b'cos of pure innocence,
第一次，被骗是因为单纯。
second time is b'cos i'm stupid,
第二次，被骗是因为苯。
if there's a third time,then i'm an idiot.
如果，第三次在被骗就是白痴。

absent from my future.

2009-01-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Thursday
super tired day.
afternoon prog had Social Studies.
den Mr Lim give us lollipop.;D
den had guides.
quite fun luh.
i super slack.Lololol.
suppose to have course work.but teacher didn't come.
so drills all the way.
i command until out of tune again.x.x
got a very funny 'joke' between the girl guides & Ncc.
some of the other Ug ppl also know.
super funny lorh.we all laugh until stomache.
ended at 6pm.
den went dinner @ 123 with Shirly,YJiaHui & Enhao
had fish & chip.
den walk-ed ard.
ard 8 den took bus home.[:
Friday
just in time to put bag go parade.
stupid lorh,talk so much deh.
den went chem lab.
we waited for ard 10mins den know teacher nvr come.
so go back class.den jamie sister came over to sit with me ;D
two periods of slacking.den had A Maths.
after one period of A Maths,Mr Loo blur diao say class stand when still got one more period.
after recess had E Maths den went assembly.
got one angmoh guy came luh.[:
after that is dm talk.
got one slide very funny :X
i laugh until crazy like that.
den had chinese prog.
do letter writting.
the teacher make me walk up walk down.
cos i pass up she say cannot.
den i go 'extend' abit longer.
she waste my time lorh.
in the end 1.36 den left school.
chiong to 123 eat yong tau foo with Shirly,yJiaHui & Enhao.
the yong tau foo super nice.
(pics below)
after that went back school slack as we waited for Jiahui & Shirly.
at ard 5plus Jiahui released.
den we waited for Shazli.
waited for damn damn long.
they de brief longer den ncc & girl guides lorh.
7plus den relased.
reached home at 7.30 [:
/pics ;D

very clean horh?all cleared by en hao.

blue coral.(:

passionfruit!but abit too sweet.

the whole table full of food.:D
/bbye ;D